l_liliy1

Just gave my final and last exam! Im so freakin exhausted and happy at the same time

l_liliy1

Last day of high school

l_liliy1

Tbh idk how to feel. At first i was very relieved and happy but as it weight upon me I realized i won’t ever see those people again. I won’t laugh with silly things or expressions. I won’t be at the same desk. I won’t have the same classmates i have gotten so used to seeing and being with every weekday, six hours a day for 9 months. I won’t have my friends behind me to gossip or just talk about random things. I won’t have friendly conversations with any of the teachers anymore. I won’t meet friends on the hallways during break. I won’t sit on those benches i have been sitting on for the last three years. Then i realize that someone else will make new memories. Just like i did. And, god, i hope they enjoy high school more than i did. 
            
            It’s bittersweet. I knew the end was coming and i was excited. But now that is here… i have this heavy feeling on my chest. 
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l_liliy1

Oh, one night I was bored in bed
          And stalked you on the internet
          It's feminine intuition
          'Cause I always had a vision of us standing like this
          All pressed up in the bathroom line
          You lookin' like an angel on the walls of Versailles
          The most alive I've ever been
          But kiss me and I might drop dead
          …