Tbh idk how to feel. At first i was very relieved and happy but as it weight upon me I realized i won’t ever see those people again. I won’t laugh with silly things or expressions. I won’t be at the same desk. I won’t have the same classmates i have gotten so used to seeing and being with every weekday, six hours a day for 9 months. I won’t have my friends behind me to gossip or just talk about random things. I won’t have friendly conversations with any of the teachers anymore. I won’t meet friends on the hallways during break. I won’t sit on those benches i have been sitting on for the last three years. Then i realize that someone else will make new memories. Just like i did. And, god, i hope they enjoy high school more than i did.
It’s bittersweet. I knew the end was coming and i was excited. But now that is here… i have this heavy feeling on my chest.
