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Starting school after two weeks of holidays it’s freakin exhausting
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Happy New Yearrr
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Merry Christmasss
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You said “forever” and i almost bought it
I miss fighting in your old apartment
Breaking dishes when you’re disappointed
I still love you, I promise
Nothing happened in the way i wanted
Every corner of this house is haunted
And I know you said that we’re not talking
But I miss you, I’m sorry
I don’t wanna go think I’ll make it worse
Everything I know brings me back to us
I don't wanna go we've been here before
Everywhere I go leads me back to you
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Winter breakk
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I didn’t think this day would come but here we are thank god. This semester has been so freakin stressful, had a huge burn out, grades dropped a lot, heavy work to do, would spend at least 7 hours a day with my nose in the books, almost caught the “winter depression” lol.
Very stressful but it’s over now. Got my grades up but hoping to bring them even higher.
Can’t believe it’s the end of the year. Holy cow.
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And I destroyed every silver lining you had
In your head, all of your feelings, I played with them
Go ahead, we can just call it conditioning
We were too different, you were so sensitive
Gave me the best of that, I was so negligent
Now I feel terrible 'bout how I handled it
And now I, now I bet you resent all of me, all of it
Angry, blocking me over the internet
Promise I don't forget all of my fault in this
'Cause look at me, I'm alone, sitting here, staying home
All of my self-control kinda got difficult
But I deserve it though, I deserve it though
You were there all the time
You're the worst of my crimes
You fell hard, I thought, "Good riddance"
I never was the best to you
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was
I never was the best to you
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was
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Happy Halloween!
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Oh, to see without my eyes
The first time that you kissed me
Boundless by the time I cried
I built your walls around me
White noise, what an awful sound
Fumbling by Rogue River
Feel my feet above the ground
Hand of God, deliver me
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Lord, I no longer believe
Drowned in living waters
Cursed by the love that I received
From my brother's daughter
Like Hephaestion, who died
Alexander's lover
Now my riverbed has dried
Shall I find no other?
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How much sorrow can I take?
Blackbird on my shoulder
And what difference does it make
When this love is over?
Shall I sleep within your bed?
River of unhappiness
Hold your hands upon my head
'Til I breathe my last breath
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Okay so just watched demon slayer and my whole perspective of Akaza has changed DRASTICALLY.
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Starting school