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ok so after i read ouabh i rlly thought i wouldnt find any books i would love more... 
          
          still true, but CRUEL PRINCE ??  close second. 
          
          no bc i've heard sm good shit abt it on booktok n that, when i finally got it my expectations were low (due to my unfortunate experiences with other booktok books) but OH. MY. GODD. 
          
          10/10 WORTH THE FUCKING HYPE.  OMLL it was so gooddd 
          
          like oml i was nott expecting that ??  i only had the first one and started it sat morning and finished it at 12:30 in the morning today ??  so good, i dint have the rest of them so i was DYING ,  jude and carden were literally the first thing i thought of when i woke up and i went STRAIGHT to barnes and nobles today to get the next bookss  i'm so exciteddd 
          
          also why r books so expensive ??  i bought like five and they were altogether $106 T-T  my wallet is dying.

y'all like horror ??  
          
          drop them horror favs :PP 
          
          i love saw !!  my fav frr

so cooked for bio bc my average dropped this semester, my project is due tmrw along w a quiz and apparently the next topic is supposed to be the hardest this school year ?!! 
          
          i'm so fucking cooked i need help T-T

ok is it jst me or do you not remember your parents ever arguing? 
          
          maybe it's like some kinda trauma response / coping mechanism? but nothing ever happened like there was never any hitting or abuse or anything like that... 
          
          idk, i mean i was rlly young but now that i think abt it... my parents were very dif people?? and maybe they jst avoided conflict or smthh 
          
          either way, i can literally only recall one time when they were fighting and it was abt getting a divorce. 
          
          is this normal or no? jst me overanalyzing as per usual? xx

you don't know real trauma till you see crossover fics that you used to binge read in third grade... 
          
          oml like were the pjo / avengers and pjo / hp crossover fics cracked or smth??  idkk i guarantee i read like ALL of them ?!

hes a ten but his head be lookin' like a kiwi.

stopp i'm in the car w my dad and my bluetooth connects to his car and disconnects from my headphones. 
          
          frank ocean ends and the next song?  FUCKING EMO BOY BY ASHLEY EROTICA (fire song) 
          
          but i kept tryna pause it so i could skip but my dad kept unpausing it??  
          
          and i was literally crashing crashing out bc half the lyrics are 'cmon fuck me emo boy' 
          
          PLEASE.

username change !!  
          
          tell me why it took wayy too long to find an available user T-T

second hear me out list !! 
           
          tw , 
           QUESTIONABLE 
          
          
          this one's got alot of white boysss: 
          https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/13yCaWvk6moE1QJVMipyDncO9AR07LNuhwnTxRTcvrl8/edit?usp=sharing

bro why is questioning so goddamn confusing ? 
          
          how people figure this out is honestly beyond me ,  esp with homophobic asf parents breathing down your neck