sonabi

t'was the most needed rest. Just once in a while. Once. Take yourself to places you've never been to. Feed your eyes with sceneries and connect with nature. Fill your stomach with food you've never tried before. Feel the air, the wind, and the sun. 
          
          Those experiences are a breather. If you're lost, it will allow you to have a starting point again. If you're overwhelmed with everything, it will allow you to pause for a moment and sort things out again, slowly. If you're confused, it will allow you to think. And if everything was dark, it would give you some light. Don't give up. You're too precious, and nature is too wide for you to not discover its beauty that will definitely heal all of us. 
          
          
          
          

♡♡ 

huuuui ganda talaga potek 'di ko ma-explain parang lam mo yun slow burn romance (walang kissing scenes yon the whole eps lupeeeet pero yung chemistry ackkkkkk hoi) tapos ano pa thrilling and conflicting. Ang cu-cute pa nung mga characters huhu yung friendship, family, comrade, love for their country huhuhu. Ramdam mo yung feelings nila kasi ang gaganda ng lines and dialogue, so genuine so pretty pati yung cinematography ^^ so hayun lang bye 
          
          anyways, andon kasi si ajussi ko maylabs hehehe tas kim tae-ri pa agoy ♡♡ 

Done binge watching Mr. Sunshine (k-series), wow, grabi iyak ko. HAHAHAHAHA dalang dala pati emotional problems ko (na nag eexist lang without a reason, lol) tamang drain lang ng luha wahahaha

now, how am I going to survive third year this time?

second year is finally over. omy. I'm lost of words of how this year worned me out mentally and physically, yet right in this very moment, I feel like I just blink one time, and 11 months has already passed by. woah. That transition is giving time traveling, lmao. Like you've traveled in just a span of a second, but your body felt that pain of stress, anxiety, and all. 
          
          It is indeed that you can distort or mess up with what happened. But you can never erase the trace. 

Just watched a film~ ubos luha ko beh, ㅠOㅠ`° whyyyyyy can't I just live in movies? Whenever I'm in reality, I lose in touch with emotions and feelings. I can only feel them whenever I watch films or series, feelings are fleeting for me. 

I hope you'll realize how precious you really are. Like how  you see your cat sleep in your bed, like the baby on the mall you passed by, like your mother when you see how sorry you are to her. YOU are as precious as how you perceive these beautiful creatures. YOU are as pure and beautiful and kind. I see you, and you are precious to me.

tanginang insomnia to HAHA HA 

Just getting by by the wind. Tired, sleepless, and overwhelmed. Whatever will be, will be. Just being grateful for experiencing life that is fucked up and hard but still we're alive, breathing, and kicking. Right so right. Let it be. Let your body flow with the drift, without thinking about the weight just the space, and the air. Float. All is well. You are fine. You are fine.