my sc and ig is @bella2jim btw



sometimes people don't
acknowledge my existence.
im too clingy and no one
ever asks why im like that.
i never had true friends
is that so hard too understand?



dont you see that im hurting?
i can't move. i can't cry anymore.
im numb. that's the best feeling ever. you know why? 
because we can't feel anything.
no one can hurt us.
but no one can make us happy
not even ourselves.



im fucking depressed.
im lonely. im a loner.
i might have parents,
but i still feel like there's
no one to talk to.



i hate myself.
so fucking much.
im so weak.
dammit.
im crying.
again.




just talk to me
please
care for me and 
listen to me.
im the most vulnerable
human you would ever
meet.




acknowledge me.




there's no one who can
be compared to me.




im unique.




and you just lost the most valuable and uniquest person 
in the whole entire world.



written by me, isa.



just isa. no last name.



-isa