lacksserotonin

found out my ex is stalking me (pray for my life y'all)

lacksserotonin

I bought a completely backless dress from zara fir my 21st and OMG I'm so uncomfertable wearing things that show skin and I'm completely going from everything covered to back FULLY OPEN. But i look so hot in that its like a plum shade. Also i miss my red hair. I'm so excited for TS12 cannot wait at all. And i realllyyyyyy wish Max will win the championship this year. And i gave my gre i scored okay-ish I'm not happy abt it but my professors said this this no prob at all cause i have a 3.6 gpa and I'll be moving to US for masters next year kinda excited and kinda scared :) this year has been a roller coaster. I hated it and i hated life but i have fallen in love with myself again and i found time to enjoy things that i do enjoy that i didn't have time for when i was in a relationship. I've started baking more, i eat at expensive places, i can eat a sub without a rat telling me its just dry bread, i read more novels, i watch moves, caught up on my fav series, i sleep more, i eat more. Life is good lately <3

formulaonefan1

Thx for voting on my chapters ❤️

formulaonefan1

Max does not deserve the hate at all!!! And lando is hot so- im working on a lando fanfic rn and a oscar one so u can check them out if u want to? 
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lacksserotonin

@mattheosgirlfriend69 i just started watching f1 in like jan (dts) so i dont really have favs but i find lando hot and max is by bday twin so i dont get the hate so far i love them
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formulaonefan1

OMG thanks so much for liking my book  im so glad. Who is ur fave driver? 
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lacksserotonin

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But what if im suffocating him? I dont want a family i dont want kids but he is such a family guy. He wants a big family that lives under the same roof i want to live alone. We are so polar opposites in all aspects its scary bcs we fit together perfectly but its as if we both belong in different puzzels. We do fit together but tge larger picture is not quite right. I dont know if i am overthinking this. But i dont want to ruin it bcs i love him so much and he has healed me in parts i didnt even know were broken. He is my beacon of light. One that i dont want to knock over bcs then everything will be in flames and im so so scared of fucking this up.

lacksserotonin

@adorablefanatic omgg you're literally the sweetestt i really neede to hear this
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adorablefanatic

@lacksserotonin he sounds like a literal perfect guy, I'd say try your best not to overthink about this for now and enjoy the memories you're making. When the time comes y'all can have a genuine convo about all these and maybe figure out a solution which works for both of you. I truly wish you guys all the best and hope you two live happily ever after ( rooting for y'all! )
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