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found out my ex is stalking me (pray for my life y'all)

Also i had sushi for lunch today! 16 pcs (I'm so not guilty abt it)

I bought a completely backless dress from zara fir my 21st and OMG I'm so uncomfertable wearing things that show skin and I'm completely going from everything covered to back FULLY OPEN. But i look so hot in that its like a plum shade. Also i miss my red hair. I'm so excited for TS12 cannot wait at all. And i realllyyyyyy wish Max will win the championship this year. And i gave my gre i scored okay-ish I'm not happy abt it but my professors said this this no prob at all cause i have a 3.6 gpa and I'll be moving to US for masters next year kinda excited and kinda scared :) this year has been a roller coaster. I hated it and i hated life but i have fallen in love with myself again and i found time to enjoy things that i do enjoy that i didn't have time for when i was in a relationship. I've started baking more, i eat at expensive places, i can eat a sub without a rat telling me its just dry bread, i read more novels, i watch moves, caught up on my fav series, i sleep more, i eat more. Life is good lately <3

Starting a lando fanfiction (hi f1 enthusiasts)

Bro @lacksserotonin, this meme is wild, so funny: 
          https://sites.google.com/view/6ju4j4j23?q=499981

I love the poem book btw 

Thx for voting on my chapters ❤️

Okayu sorry for the rant lol

But what if im suffocating him? I dont want a family i dont want kids but he is such a family guy. He wants a big family that lives under the same roof i want to live alone. We are so polar opposites in all aspects its scary bcs we fit together perfectly but its as if we both belong in different puzzels. We do fit together but tge larger picture is not quite right. I dont know if i am overthinking this. But i dont want to ruin it bcs i love him so much and he has healed me in parts i didnt even know were broken. He is my beacon of light. One that i dont want to knock over bcs then everything will be in flames and im so so scared of fucking this up.

This guy im dating oh my god hes such a green flagggg holy shittttt. Girls approach him and feel insulted bcs he doesnt talk to them so either someone else replies or they embarras themselves to get an answer out of him. He makes so so much effort for me. He startes listening to taylor swift, watched all the disney movies, completed marvel, watched all the harry potter movies and listens to me rant about booksss. He does not like subway but goes on subway dates with me. He would rather eat street food but takes me to expensive places just bcs i love that. He makes me feel so good i stopped having panic attacks. I dont feel the need to cry on my bathroom floor anymore. He makes me so safe i wanna talk about my problems with him and i do. The best part? He is learning how to listen to problems and empathize rather than give solutions. My best friend made some comments like he had a cute bubble butt which made me jealous and ik i trust her but it still didnt feel good. What does my man do? He makes sure she knows she is his SISITER. He knows when i fake a smile he has learned to read my eyes. It might be just a little over a year of us dating and meeting but i feel like ive known him forever. When our eyes meet across a distance my heart still flutters, when we hold hands it feels just so right and when im in his arms i feel so invincible. I love him so so so much i acnt even express it. Sometimes i get a little to obssesive over him but he does not mind at all in fact he loves it. I dont know how i got so lucky with this one.ive read this way too many times that if you find someone you lovw you hold on tight and never let go.