lacksserotonin

Okayu sorry for the rant lol

lacksserotonin

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But what if im suffocating him? I dont want a family i dont want kids but he is such a family guy. He wants a big family that lives under the same roof i want to live alone. We are so polar opposites in all aspects its scary bcs we fit together perfectly but its as if we both belong in different puzzels. We do fit together but tge larger picture is not quite right. I dont know if i am overthinking this. But i dont want to ruin it bcs i love him so much and he has healed me in parts i didnt even know were broken. He is my beacon of light. One that i dont want to knock over bcs then everything will be in flames and im so so scared of fucking this up.

lacksserotonin

@adorablefanatic omgg you're literally the sweetestt i really neede to hear this
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adorablefanatic

@lacksserotonin he sounds like a literal perfect guy, I'd say try your best not to overthink about this for now and enjoy the memories you're making. When the time comes y'all can have a genuine convo about all these and maybe figure out a solution which works for both of you. I truly wish you guys all the best and hope you two live happily ever after ( rooting for y'all! )
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lacksserotonin

This guy im dating oh my god hes such a green flagggg holy shittttt. Girls approach him and feel insulted bcs he doesnt talk to them so either someone else replies or they embarras themselves to get an answer out of him. He makes so so much effort for me. He startes listening to taylor swift, watched all the disney movies, completed marvel, watched all the harry potter movies and listens to me rant about booksss. He does not like subway but goes on subway dates with me. He would rather eat street food but takes me to expensive places just bcs i love that. He makes me feel so good i stopped having panic attacks. I dont feel the need to cry on my bathroom floor anymore. He makes me so safe i wanna talk about my problems with him and i do. The best part? He is learning how to listen to problems and empathize rather than give solutions. My best friend made some comments like he had a cute bubble butt which made me jealous and ik i trust her but it still didnt feel good. What does my man do? He makes sure she knows she is his SISITER. He knows when i fake a smile he has learned to read my eyes. It might be just a little over a year of us dating and meeting but i feel like ive known him forever. When our eyes meet across a distance my heart still flutters, when we hold hands it feels just so right and when im in his arms i feel so invincible. I love him so so so much i acnt even express it. Sometimes i get a little to obssesive over him but he does not mind at all in fact he loves it. I dont know how i got so lucky with this one.ive read this way too many times that if you find someone you lovw you hold on tight and never let go. 

imaanwuu

@lacksserotonin im sooo happy for you. I hope this all works out for you! <3
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lacksserotonin

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Hey y'all how're you ?? so i just completed my 12th grade and college applications have started. and by the gods it is sooooooo intimidating. visiting all the unis and learning about what they expect from me... everything is just so fucking hard man. but at least ik that i want a degree in computers so that is a relief. but choosing a uni or more like a uni choosing me? *shudders* please if you guys have gone through this please please help me out i really need advice

lacksserotonin

@adorablefanatic hehe i hope you get through uni with little to no sacrs <3
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adorablefanatic

@lacksserotonin ayy congratulations! So happy for you 
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lacksserotonin

@adorablefanatic omgggg i hope you get through it uni selection was such a tough processs but yeah i did get through it and am in my almost last year of it im so glad its ending
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pinkenme

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pinkenme

I appreciate it, thanks. Also, thanks for adding it to your list. I’m glad you are enjoying it so far!
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lacksserotonin

@pinkenme  heyy i sure will check it out
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-MiaMxffin_

HEYY LIZZY!! HRUUU???

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same same, shcool is being a bitch
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