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@lacunatoska Aw I'm sorry, I used to be right there with you T^T but I'm glad I could still boop you, I hope you have a great day/night! :)

@EnchantedVen0m 20 other friends? Lmaooo I can't even count one on here alas. But thanks for casually booping. 

@lacunatoska  lol, I want to say thank you again TwT

@EnchantedVen0m I will ban you from saying thank you too much. But you are welcome and remember you don't need to go searching, love will find you. 

@__Carrots__ Well your singing voice is quite good if I do say so myself.
            
            And you recognised me? That's actually pretty cool because I didn't think people would know who I am lmao. I'm kind of a weird recluse here.
            Sort of really inactive.
            
            But I remember liking your poems so what's up carrots? ( the pen name is a 
             fun one) unless it's your real one becsuse then I'm so sorry who the hell named you-

@lacunatoska there you are! You changed your username and I almost couldn't recognise you =) 
            
            That is sad, Rest in peace dear Mary and Stewie, you are missed. 
            
            And You have a friend in me (starts singing the lyric)
            
            
            

yes it really is.
            followers on wattpad are quite special to me compared to any other platform, since these people don’t know who i am, how i look and how i act outside of wattpad. they follow because they like what i do and who i am on account  (except for those who follow for follow backs obviously)
            
            yep, that’s true. comments are really helping a lot actually and i’m so excited and happy to read a book from an author like you.

@shizson personally I understand what you mean about the votes, I only follow those who genuinely seem fascinating.
            By that I don't mean something big, it's when I can glimpse into some part of the person you may be.
            
            So following someone is like breaching a connection no matter how far, because then suddenly over time you've built up a platform.
            It's as if you're looking at your old liked videos on other socials.
            
            It's personal.
            
            So I'm glad to follow you, I also don't care about follows because I don't really want a follow for a follow.
            I want it to have value and that's when I follow.
            
            Sometimes I comment as well as voting but it depends on how sleep deprived I am but I do come back because leaving notes about poetry is as precious to the poet, its like someone has solidified your poetries. It's real to them just like it is to you. 
            
            Maybe that's the beauty of it. 
            It's a language that can be conversed from souls. 
            
            I will try to write more but procrastinating is something I'm great at. 
            And read when you want to, your presence is greatly wanted says my extremely sparse poetry book which has just been there for a while not updating. 

thank you for this message, i’m stunned right now.
            you describe my poetry exactly the way i want it to be described and your words are quite beautifully towards it.
            
            sometimes, people just vote and i actually don’t care about the votes. it’s the people, who read it and it’s the way you are making people define what you are saying, which is the beauty of writing poetry.
            
            so thank you again,
            this made me feel great. 
            
            you seem like such a interesting person and i’m sure, that your poetic phrases are really beautiful 
            so i’m really looking forward to read your book! please write more so i have more to read! (;

@strawberryiscream nah its alright and you surpassed me with over 100 followers and I'm damn proud of you.
            YOU'RE A COOL PERSON TOO AND AT LEAST WE HAVE THIS WEIRD THING OF COINCIDENCE TOGETHER.
            Who knows maybe it'll happen again. 

@Intheirshadow_fading BRO WTF IM AT 98 NOW PEOPLE NEED TO FOLLOW U RIGHT NOE BC UR A COOL PERSON AND WE NEED TO REACH 100 SAME TIME 

@Intheirshadow_fading That does really annoy me. I wonder why people can't be sincere and it hurts when I feel like someone doesn't care enough to give me a genuine follow : ( Same with votes and reads. It's a bit tiring that sometimes people only read books so you read their books and not because they genuinely want to read your book. Anyways, thanks so much for your votes and reads on my poetry book: ) I'm still getting through yours because I have the attention span of a goldfish ☞ó ͜つò☞  Now I have 81 : ( wait till someone unfollows and I go back to like 70 LMAOO but anyways you seem really cool and obviously this coincidence means something : )

@Intheirshadow_fading IK WTF IS HAPPENING

@strawberryiscream WHAA YOU WRITE POETRY TOO.
            
            *contemplates past lives or alternate time zones that are occurring where you and I are*

@strawberryiscream uh-
            
            ༼ ༎ຶ ᆺ ༎ຶ༽ dude it would be my honour to host your presence in my book.
            
            Also wait I'm going to check what you've written  

Get some sleep love >.<
            And you stay hawt too 8)

@ThatHawtScorpio my sleep deprived self says you're welcome.
            
             ( ๑‾̀◡‾́)σ" stay hawt I guess 

@Intheirshadow_fading  I had to, when I tell your writing is gold, it is :)

@vintage_age and you made mine ;-)
            Truly. Thanks for reading and voting on mine. Btw you added it to your reading list and I died a bit. But the good kind. 

!
            thank you! 
            and, your poetry is so well expressed, to the point where all I could do was sit and stare at the screen in awe. beautiful

@-ephemeralwishes- you gave me one in return. 
            So thank you. 
            
            And btw it took nothing I didn't want to give ;-)
            
            Your poetry is....
            
            Huh. Can't explain it. Either way it's like a box of jewels.
            
            Rare. 

Lol open XDDDD my kind of humor.. yeah about chess, i can't get past the middle level so that's that..and i just can't seem to stick to finishing a book lately :( so there's that too
            
            pms on wattpad? Oh dear :///

@starlight_wldflwr ahh you are now a scrunchie professional, I see.
            
            Well even tho I'm broke imma need to find a way to buy some.
            Also you knoe what I just discovered.
            Pms.
            Yup apparantly they exist on wattpad.
            But I didn't even know
            *cries*
            I accidently went and pressed messages and stuff came up from some ppl.
            And I was like...
            
            Oh nooooo.
            I haven't answered for like 2 months.
            Jeez. So yh. I'm just doing that and chess, huh.
            Awesome. It is difficult to play it but it increases ur intelligence.
            But careful now,
            Don't run away and experiment on lab rats-
            
            -we still need you lmao.
            Your brain has been all over the place?
            Well I'll try to pick up the pieces and we'll do create an epic ONE.
            
            Nah kidding but let me know if you're open to the idea-
            
            -open... Haha.
            Damn. I need help. I've watched too much autopsy on medical TV shows to not find stuff like this funny. 

Yayyyyy virtual oreoooo nomnom ≧ω≦
            
            My friend, im kinda sad cuz i have like a small, last piece left of my kitkat still in the freezer :'(((( i have terrible self control..
            
            And I've been all over the place lately..
            
             my brain is weird. It's like a little kid that i have to trick into doing stuff.. so when it comes to writing, I've somewhat learned not to pressure it lest it kills my passion for the story. Just let it do what it feels like... cuz u know that situation where u are already planning to do smth then someone tells u to do it then u're like well now i dont wanna do it..my brain is like that
            
            also I've been making scrunchies so yayyyy :DDD my mom told me to make ten then she'll leave it
            in a shop..
            
            ooh and i really liked little women ^o^ I've seen the movie first before the book.. have u seen it?
            
            I used to kinda dislike chess cuz it's a game that requires me to think quite hard, but I've been dabbling in that lately. I want to be good at it but alas, it's not that easy lol :')
            
            Anyways, there's really only so much one can do stuck inside the house so... :') 
            
            If by voices u mean my own, inside my own head, then yes. Tho i feel like it's not as loud these days..hmmm :///