@VirgoM08 Killing yourself won't solve the problem, yeah you'll be away from the hurt and pain, but you won't be able to fully understand and enjoy what life has to offer. I know it may seem like it's hard to breathe and it's slowly suffocating you with the environment you're in and how you're treated. I know your suffering with all that's happening and probably feels like you don't matter or what you say matters. You see, pain and misery aren't wont last forever and, believe me right now it might not seem like it will get better, but you'll find yourself a graduating from high school and college finding a job or maybe making your own business maybe meeting a special someone along the way buying a living space see new places around the world probably even space travel to mars. Life can take you on many routes you may not like all of them and they may not be easy but dreaming, believing, and hard work can get you somewhere. You have to think of you're present and future not of your parents who don't appreciate you or anyone who's trying to tear you down. Think of being able to leave it all behide create your own path, the pain might still be there but the past is the past its okay to cry sometimes but remember to look forward because there's only one life you're living for and it's your own. Make sure to appreciate yourself and be proud of who you are because it's doesn't matter what others think or feel just know you're more than enough, you're not worthless nor useless, you're life matters even if doesn't seem so to you it does trust me. You weren't put on earth to kill yourself you are here to love, laugh, cherish, dream, smile, and most importantly live. Just know you'll rise and show them you don't need them and they were just obstacle you got around. Please please don't give up your life matters so much it really does.