Working on my first draft of something I'll publish later on in the future and I'm not taking it seriously at all but it's the most fun I've had writing something in a long time.
So, I think it's worth a reminder to everyone that your first draft doesn't have to be perfect. Nothing you write for that matter needs to be perfect. Just have fun with it.
The things you see on the bookshelves or even other fics and novels here on Wattpad, the ones with the really good dialogue and beautiful descriptions, the ones that read like poetry and fully emerge you in that world, have been worked on and edited to death in order to be "that good." They have been written and rewritten and then written one more time to get it to that "professional" stage.
So don't stress about it. Don't give up your beloved craft because you aren't as "good" as the "professionals." Just write it because you love writing and you can fix it in the next draft.
Okay, that's my advice for the day,
Happy writing!