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i am german. not belgium actually but frick austria old painter.

Sup, how ya been?

How ya doing, girly?

ah, yes another normal day with my insomnia, amnesia, eating disorders, anxiety, stress, tired, not eating for 20 days, keep thinking about the afterlife while trying to sleep, being called parentless, being too formal, can't focus on class, got gossiped, not the teachers care about me and should i pull the trigger?

why everyone keep asking me i'm talking TOO formal and with such manners? well maybe if the school rules wasn't TOO strict maybe i'll speak normal

hmm it's been awhile i haven't update any of my old books..maybe i am just lazy don't even ask why i'm speaking like this is just how i speak normally.

uhm help- like- today i was speechless well i am now at home but when i was still at school i decided to grab some books from the library and like- uh- i dropped my sketchbook on the floor so i decided to pick it up uh- my breasts then jiggles as i do so....because they're 90cm and- AND MARIA STARED AT MY BREASTS WHILE SMIRKING, BLUSHING AND NOSEBLEEDING LIKE GURL-

my sister discord username is not what i think it was supposed to be....well i thought it will be "brockswife" but instead it's....."wanderer c<m bucket-"

so uh my group and i haven't had a good relationship since maria ruined it. and i send this to them like
          
          
          
          should i give up with my life
          
          or
          
          no you're my friend don't give up be strong♡
          
          
          and this is what i got....
          
          
          should i give up with my life 56%
          
          or
          
          no you're my friend don't give up be strong♡ 0%

i want to make a book story of pokepasta about uhhh female pokemon characters of how they died and how to survive them kinda like total drama island of slaughter so yeah-