ladyliteracy

Hey... Its me. I'm doing so much better in 2017 than in 2015. I'm still rather broken, but that doesn't I haven't gotten stronger. It DOES get better. Please don't take your life away, because it gets wayyyyyy better. I'm dealing with a bad open wound and I'm trying to close it and move on. Situation is, I will never know exactly how I am suppose to act to people in relationships. I will always have what happened in the back of my head. Stay strong... <3

ladyliteracy

Hey... Its me. I'm doing so much better in 2017 than in 2015. I'm still rather broken, but that doesn't I haven't gotten stronger. It DOES get better. Please don't take your life away, because it gets wayyyyyy better. I'm dealing with a bad open wound and I'm trying to close it and move on. Situation is, I will never know exactly how I am suppose to act to people in relationships. I will always have what happened in the back of my head. Stay strong... <3

mxserable

Hello! Thanks for the follow! And also, your comments... you're my spirit animal. I'm glad you like my fanfictions, your support really helps! :)

ladyliteracy

@obsessioniskey Awh, it's no problem! I.. I feel so speciallllllllllllllllll! And, yes, I really really really really LOVE your fanfics. And, I know what you mean.
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yeganehrafiee

i just read your post!!! and i wanna say dont think any of those is you! i don't know you! but im sure that your great person!  if i know you i prove that to you! sorry I can't  write English well!!! just wanna say your a lovely person!  dont let yourself think otherwise! you just need a lead!maybe i can understand you! i have this feeling sometimes! that im useless!  or why i alive?!!  but dont give up my friend!  find your strengths! im not an awesome person, im so sorry for saying all this stuff to you! oh god! English is hard!!!! 
          i cant see you but i love you!  and im sure of it!!! akf!!!
          again sorry if you mad at me!!!!

ladyliteracy

@yeganehrafiee Oh thank you! I'm not mad at you! You put a smile on my face!! <3
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ladyliteracy

I have thought about this in little pieces throughout the months. I am not really out of the closet to my grade friends. I sometimes give off tiny clues that fly off your shoulders. But, I recently slipped up and said, "Well yeah, I'm probably going to be forever alone. No boyfriend or husband. No girlfriend." I then stopped. And by the way, this was at Lunch. Then the two girls asked, "What?" I fake laughed it off, and said, "Oops!"
          
          I still have to wait to fully come out to them. Then I won't have to lie.
          
          All I have to do is wait a couple years..
          
          Yay.. :(