ladyloki06115

Gods I've had a rough day. Woke up getting ready to go to a con and then I have a seizure. So no con, which I was begging to go to. I have surgery this week (Thursday) and I'm nervous as hell. I've literally just been crying all day because I lowkey don't wanna deal with epilepsy anymore. It's not fair and I mean it's not fair that I'm throwing a pity party for myself but it's fucking rough. I haven't felt this bad since my rabbit died and that was 3 and a half years ago. I just want to cry and never stop crying, I haven't left the house all day. I can feel myself slowly start dipping into one of my depressive episodes again and I'm trying not to. If I don't post for a while it's a combination of my recovery and my own mental health 

Important note about Metalhead Freak. The final season is going to be a lot shorter than previous seasons have been. BUT I am making up for that by including a bunch of bonus chapters that follow their lives after the events of the fic. So don't yell at me if s5 only has like ten chapters...I warned y'all.

Important note regarding 'Metalhead Freak'. I decided to be lazy as hell and not watch the fifth season again cause imo it wasn't that great. I am going to keep the major plot points in place for season 5, but it will be changed A LOT. So if you haven't watched the final season, don't think that this section of the fic will give you a perfect play-by-play of it. 
          I am working on MF right now, I've written about three chapters but I'm going to write a few more before I start publishing it.

Me: I should study. I have a final in two days.
          Also me: Let's do a complete cover redesign of all my books.

Season 4 of 'Metalhead Freak' is now fully complete! One season to go and then it'll all be over. But for now I'm taking a hiatus from that particular book because
          a) I'll be going overseas for two weeks (dw I'll still probably be online)
          b) I want to give my other books some love
          c) I need a break and need to rewatch s5 lol.
          Much love from me to you guys!

Volume One of Season 4 of 'Metalhead Freak' is now complete!

Nothing hurts more than watching your mama turn into your mother.

Just to let you know pookie, I'mma Cynthia you

@MrSpiderman26 alright smartass

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/75uG1YVJk5t4Hhbvq7pdaV?si=xl0NIE4GQ_ConGq61dsIjQ&pi=zxZw1s8wRaKHe
          
          If anyone wants to add any of my songs to their Spotify Playlist have at it! These are my favorite songs (ignore the title and the sheer amount of bowie songs teehee)