ladyquinnash

hi!!
          	
          	it sucks being an idealist, because it ruins relationships. so often. i can’t count the number of friendships i’ve had over the years. they wont fit on my two stupid hands. but im working on it.
          	
          	and im wrong a lot of the time, but i deserve to be sad sometimes too (i think). its not idealism. its just being hurt. idek what to say. ur intentions differ from what impact you’ve made upon me. 
          	
          	thanks for reading. if u did :D
          	this is rlly sad that im telling a wattpad thingy that no one sees. but its whateva

TadelMikaelsore

@ladyquinnash you *DO* deserve to feel whatever emotion you're feeling, it is completely human and more than alright, honey. 
          	  
          	  also just noticed that i didn't follow you back so here i am.
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ladyquinnash

hi!!
          
          it sucks being an idealist, because it ruins relationships. so often. i can’t count the number of friendships i’ve had over the years. they wont fit on my two stupid hands. but im working on it.
          
          and im wrong a lot of the time, but i deserve to be sad sometimes too (i think). its not idealism. its just being hurt. idek what to say. ur intentions differ from what impact you’ve made upon me. 
          
          thanks for reading. if u did :D
          this is rlly sad that im telling a wattpad thingy that no one sees. but its whateva

TadelMikaelsore

@ladyquinnash you *DO* deserve to feel whatever emotion you're feeling, it is completely human and more than alright, honey. 
            
            also just noticed that i didn't follow you back so here i am.
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ladyquinnash

chinese dramas are a whole different breed like, from back in the day, there is flying and magic and cool housed and outfits and wind out of nowhere and fancy trees and stories outta wattpad like goddamn!! get urself a kitsune boy and a vampire and a royal brother and they’re all super hot!!

ladyquinnash

oh my fking god
            stop
            they
            both die
            have
            u seen the way they look at her
            like
            shiqi waits. even if its a whole day
            like he is
            goddd he deserves better
            honestly the brother can suck it
            hes ok but
            even xiangliu >>>>
            god i cant believe my mom dropped this bomb on me
            im never watching chinese dramas again they’re so overdramatic like a friggin wattpad story with a lil salt like so what
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ladyquinnash

i know i already said something today but
          who???
          said???? komaeda nagito was a cute uwu boy like wha?— i just finished watching drv2 and he is not… in fact if he isnt being all slef deprecating he legit said GET ON THE FLOOR AND LICK MY SHOES which damn. anywho he was in no way shape or form all cutesy, i feel like ppl simping for nagito are making fantasies or smth

ladyquinnash

pause … spoilers for ultra despair girls
            
            
            
            
            he was ok up until he saved monaca. boy get a therapist for that hope despair perfectionism u have. monaca? that broccoli brat? people can be traumatized and im not to hate against sucky actions but anything on the sexual harrassment side will make me go stabby stab stab. anyway hes so funky and he’s probably morally corrupt 10/10
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ladyquinnash

@mabels_c0rner understandable. honestly he’s just a little messed up in the brain and that’s!! not ok but its fiction so i like him. he is in fact very … interesting
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mabsiu

i personally have a love/hate relationship with him. hes interesting but actions are questionable ;skull;
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ladyquinnash

im scared that the seeds im eating are mini bugs and thats why theyre so crunchy

ladyquinnash

wtf i wasnt even there and IM scared for life why are they a thing. why are we a thing. why do exist
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paleb00klover

Yeah, it kinda sucked a lot, and now I'm scarred for life :D Anyways, this is what winged ants look like: https://www.arrownj.com/what-are-these-flying-ants
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ladyquinnash

@paleb00klover
            
            ……im sorry ik there is so much wrong but i cant help but latch onto the GRILLED ZUCCHINI AND SQUASH??
            additionally wdym ants w wings??? there are flying ants now??? evolution has come too far and i dont want to see it
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ladyquinnash

imagine being behind 2 weeks on ur extracurricular math and there’s a test next week and you literally don’t geT IT

ladyquinnash

GUESS? bro they don’t give us options, it’s like open ended/solve?? how am I supposed to guess a whole ass woRD PROBLEM AND EQUATIONS AAAA
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UnordinaryOlive0il

ALSO U PROBABLY DIDNT GET A TEN LOLL I DID A MAJOR TEST IN MATH LIKE WHAT LAST WEEK AND I GUESSED ON… maybe half of it idk and got a 85 it’s ok ur probably fine if guessing got me so much
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UnordinaryOlive0il

@ladyquinnash fair enough
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UnordinaryOlive0il

WHY R U A ROSE AGAIN???

ladyquinnash

oh—for nostalgia
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UnordinaryOlive0il

@ladyquinnash but you still haven’t answered the question in mind
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ladyquinnash

@UnordinaryOlive0il bruh I was being sarcastic (;﹏;)
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ladyquinnash

I feel like the Wattpad era has passed for me. it feels so heartbreaking. like when you’re at a party and you are in the moment and you just feel so alive. And then you walk out, everything just feels empty and horrible and not alive. and you just want to go back in? like it’s over. but even worse if it’s over for you, only you, and others are still having the time of their lives and you have no idea how much you’re missing right now. that’s how I feel

ladyquinnash

just us all and then @ThatWriterBoi be like:
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XuXuOnTop

@ladyquinnash I just write and post here sometimes without expectations.
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paleb00klover

@ladyquinnash I completely understand. I think it probably is for the best that you are no longer rather read fanfiction than do your homework, but I will still miss you greatly!!! It's only a matter of time before we all move on, but I will still miss this place greatly. I do dearly hope you find a new obsession that you enjoy more than Wattpad, and I wish you the best! (Sorry if this is a pick-me comment, I was trying my best to comfort you, and I'm absolutely horrid at doing so :') )
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