laelysia

i feel like mico after he gaslit everyone into thinking that he wasnt going to be in ithaca for the release of the ithaca saga. I AM NOT QUITTING I NEVER WAS QUITTING AND I AM RUNNING FROM THESE ALLEGATIONS SATIRE SATIRE EVERYTHING IS SATIRE
          	
          	anyway, new tbya chapter release! your comments are all so sweet and funny and a little violent but still sweet and funny <33333
          	
          	i wanted to post this early and im likely going to post a reminder about this later in april but i am going to be booked and busy for the next few months potentially. march has a lot going on for me and april is when im going to be studying my ass off for ap testing. i have my first ever ap tests this year and calculus is cooking me alive + world history is giving me carpal tunnel from all the writing so im gonna be studying a LOT during april. for the people who dont know what ap testing is: ap stands for advanced placement but its like special because theyre not like a regular honors class. the material they teach me is college level so i take college classes, take a test for them, and if i score high enough the college that i apply to may or may not take the score into account and let me avoid taking the class in college. may is the month of ap testing and shortly after i have finals in june. ntm i have a lot of in school activities that i have to attend & manage bc of the extracurriculars i have going on, especially during march and april. as a result, these next few months are going to be grueling and painful and i am NOT going to be having a good time. i dont think im going to be able to write nearly as much and expect tbya chapters to potentially even slow down a bit? i hope not bc tbya updates are the slowest things ever so itd be a little weird for me to tell you guys that its gonna get even worse but i have NO clue what its gonna look like. im so sorry mls but im hoping it wont have a drastic effect on anything! <33333333
          	
          	stay safe my loves and take care of yourselves!!! ilysm <3

x0love1

@laelysia trust me, your education should always come first and any form of advanced classes are the worst with the workload especially during march-may/june please don't pressure yourself to put out chapters while you have a heavy workload! Also i'm sure everyone would rather have you worry about taking care of yourself and your education first instead of you burning out while trying to drastically balance both (Also, gl on your exams !! <33  I don't really know how ap exams work cause I'm only in one honors class as a freshmen but I can only imagine the levels of stress)
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SortofBored

@laelysia I'm sorry, that must be really hard for you. I hope you pass everything you need to and that studying won't impact your health or free time in any way. (I've been trying to get into EPIC but idk which animatics to watch fr. I'm ggetting thru the story tho. R.I.P Polites bro.)
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kazooteax

@laelysia take as much time as needed and do your best, you've got this and don't stress yourself too much ! <33 we'll wait patiently, take care! 
          	  also epic the musical mentioned
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Asimps_toe

Guys can we talk about how phenomenal your writing is…like it isn’t wordy at all and it’s super easy to understand what’s going on. And staying for the journey from fully yours was like hitting that jackpot bc ur stories of phenomenal

Asimps_toe

Before I go to sleep can I talk about douma </3 like guys please if douma is the readers older brother figure in tbya I’m her step sister like </3 riri (ME) and douma are CANON. If you actually go back to the chapter douma talks to yuichiro I’m actually there douma was talking to me
          
          Guys I’m SO excited for the next tbya chapter. Like I wanna see more interactions with reader and mt cause I LOVE seeing their relationship develop
          
          Can y’all give me a hint to which chapter is should look forward too..
          
          Btw guys Ik it sounds like I’m here for douma which I kinda am BUT I have an oc I ship with Muichiro so instead of it being me it’s my oc frfr 
          
          And kinda surprisingly almost all of your mt books fit my oc. It’s okay though chat
          
          If I was in tbya I’d have the most annoying gift EVER. Like imagineitve (Ik I didn’t spell that right) freedom or smth. Like LET THEM TRY TO TAKE MY GIFT FROM ME SEE WHAT HAPPENS 
          
          No wait I’d have a destructive ass gift fr fr. Like Stars going super nova or smth. And I’d use them for bullets in a gun so I’d just put them in there and go “POW POW” and they dead
          
          Guys do y’all think douma wants me </3 if I was in tbya I would NOT stop talking abt this man I can’t even </3 shi he can’t even use anything against me either cause I’m a compulsive sharer and I say all my secrets off the bat
          
          
          Our glorious lae, please let us see a glimpse of douma in the next chapter… even if it’s just mt and reader walking together In a hall way and douma’s talking to someone.. even just MENTIONING him is enough </3 pls I’m starving 
          
          I’m just speaking my thoughts rn tbh cause my brain ain’t working properly fr fr. I’ll say something deep and meaningful in the morning
          
          OH and my doctor changed my meds dosage bc they were making me nauseous so I don’t have to take them tomorrow 
          
          Why can I only have 2000 characters like that’s so little. I need to talk MORE please this hurts me 
          
          I love douma guys. You write him perfectly and I love the relationship he has with reader

Asimps_toe

@Muichiiiiiiiii WATTPAD DOESNT ALLOW MOST OF THEM
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Asimps_toe

@Asimps_toe throw a snowball full of rocks at muichiros head.
            
            WOAH WHO WROTE ALL THAT… dang this persons a yapper. QUIT YAPPING LIL BRO
            
            My comments would be peak if I could use emojis
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Asimps_toe

Uhm I just went back to the tbya info page and the major character that dies BETTER NOT be douma. It could be anyone else in that group- even the teachers idc!! FREE DOUMA!!
          
          
          Just LET that school try to take my gift from me if I was there and WATCH what’s gonna happen. Who do they think they are to do that..the freak..
          
          My man douma is innocent yall!! Guys btw if you look really closely I’m actually a side character douma was talking to ❤️ I love douma here

Asimps_toe

@laelysia I’m overjoyed to hear that
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laelysia

the kill count in tbya is a little disheartening but you + the other readers will be happy with the first one on my list! just 11 chapters away… </3
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Muichiiiiiiiii

@Asimps_toe  imagine if its douma in the end...
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mololn

HI I KNOW WE HAVEN'T SPOKEN IN A WHILE but I just realized you gained a yaelokre pfp??? I think we ended up in the same fandom again muehhehehehe

mololn

@laelysia That is so awesome to hear, my story is similar! AND PLEASE DO WRITE THAT COLENTINE WORK THAT WOULD LET ME DIE HAPPY Of course only if you end up being comfortable with it! I actually have a colentine oneshot book now, yaelokre is the thing that finally got me into writing! Dude I saw Cole and Clémmie in harpy hare like "oh they're cute" and I found out they have PERSONALITIES? AND RELATIONSHIPS???? I tried to fight the hyperfixation so hard and lost tragically </3 and oh my gosh... Hearken SHJSJSJDJSJEJDJ I can't even describe how much I love it because I ran out of words, it even got me into playing ukulele??? And kid and leveret PEOPLE DIED THAT DAY. I get not being able to talk to anyone because I have SO many thoughts I ended up just having to fit them into one book, my doc has like 40k words of straight yapping and I had to start a new one. i love them so much  :((((( if you do ever end up writing colentine I'd be very happy to make you another cover! Probably when you're less busy though haha, and if you want to yap about yaelokre I started using a different discord account and I'd be happy to share with you! Anyway I have to stop writing this because I have a mock exam in like five minutes lol but I'm so happy about this I literally jumped for joy, it was a very pleasant surprise!!!!! (Sorry if I wrote any typos I didn't check this before sending)
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laelysia

HELLOHELLOHELLO I REMEMBER YOU YOU MADE THE AMAZING COVERS I HAVE FOR JUST MESSIN <3
            
            oh my gosh i was sick and was scrolling through youtube and found a yaelokre lore video. like i’d recently been getting tortured by my realization that harpy hare had lore but was curious so i watched it! now its a hyperfixation i fear. and its so bad because theres literally no one i can talk to about kid & leveret or hearken or colentine or sunwright and it is the most SUFFOCATING THING EVER. you dont understand like kid & leveret has been on loop nonstop over and over like its genuinely an issue </3 like there is not nearly enough fan material for me to consume and be satisfied
            
            WAIT THIS IS SURPRISING BC I DIDNT EXPECT TO FIND YAELOKRE LISTENERS ON HERE <3 i tried writing a colentine piece but the songs are so so hard for me to analyze and therefore im lethally scared of mischaracterizing them.
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Asimps_toe

Guys douma in tbya has a girlfriend and it’s me!! (Canon)
          
          Guys I just saw a video with douma in it now I miss him </3 like my heart is aching I’m crying & everything
          
          PLEASE give us more douma content oh great lae. I hang my head in despair everytime douma ISNT mentioned
          
          Yall was teasing me with the last chapter
          
          Guys I’m not joking when I was typing that I threw up in my mouth
          
          Anyways guys… me and douma canon!! I’m actually in tbya idk who reader is but if you zoom in really far into the text whenever douma is there you’ll see “douma x riri (it’s an alias) is canon!!” So yeah.. just thought I’d let y’all know

Muichiiiiiiiii

@laelysia  its a fact not a compliment :)<3
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laelysia

@Muichiiiiiiiii WELL-WRITTEN? IM FLATTERED ML LMAO <3
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Asimps_toe

Guys what’s the main cast of tbya’s type

laelysia

type? like, romantic interests? LMAO i wouldnt say that anyone here has a type. especially not mt or y/n because theyre super duper focused on other things. thats acc why theyve never been able to see each other romantically despite their closeness, theyve been completely desensitized to it! however, mt only rlly feels comfortable with tanjiro + y/n in close proximity to him and y/n only rlly feels comfortable w mt and douma in her close proximity. otherwise, both of them hate physical touch entirely
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Asimps_toe

lmao can we talk about how flawed the academias plan is
          
          NO HATE TO YOUR QRITING ITS FANTASTIC 
          
          But like surely eventually mt and reader will figure out what’s going on right..after they had a heart to heart I’m sure they’ll have move in the future where how they’re feeling and everything that’s going on gets brought up right

Asimps_toe

@laelysia sigh </3 I’m so scared I’m gonna get muted again THEYRE TAKING AWAY MY VOICE
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laelysia

funny enough, the early drafts of tbya have mt and y/n staying completely oblivious throughout the entire ff! but now theyre just oblivous until this one funny little chapter that i cant name
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Asimps_toe

Guys crazy idea right (TW: possibly long text??) but can we talk about readers character in tbya and where she’s headed. Like I know our glorious lae said her mindset or whatever places a huge part in it (unless that was with heartache but I don’t think it was) so yeah.
          
          I’m just thinking, you know she didn’t really have any goals besides possibly making her parents love her again (?) and she was bullied from a young age due to her gift, and didn’t really have any friends. This can severely damage a child’s development- and the only thing she’s really been doing in trying to best Muichiro. Yes, she has her friends, but her ambition to beast him seems to, for the most part, be one of her main priorities.
          
          So, now that they’re becoming closer, what’s in it for her future? She even turned down the opportunity to learn his secret to best him. So, how’s that gonna affect her? Something she’s worked for, something that kept her going for years is suddenly ending. They’re becoming friends and becoming close, and that hatred and rivalry is suddenly gone. I can see how it’s affecting Muichiro and if I can even type it (bc I’m on spam mute again..) I will because I wanna get into him aswell, but I’m super curious to see how it’ll affect y/n. 
          
          Especially with all these teachers telling her how she’s basically nothing without him, and knowing that her gift has changed to stabilize (?) his, that will surely affect her gravely. Especially because this entire time she’s been working to beat him, only to be told she has to work with him and can’t do anything by herself because she NEEDS him? And now that they’re becoming friends, will this mentality somehow spill out and concern Muichiro? Will everything they’ve been telling her somehow cause her to break? CUASE her to possibly attempt to end herself?
          
          The feeling of something ending isn’t a great one. Especially something that kept you pushing to be better. I’m SO curious to see how this will end and play out

Muichiiiiiiiii

@laelysia Glad to help sum it up :3
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laelysia

@Muichiiiiiiiii wait how did you sum up what i was saying way more eloquently ts pmo
            jokes aside YES this is exactly what i meant i fear
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laelysia

“our glorious lae” AWWW LMAO im excited to read this!
            
            1. y/n sees mt as a roadblock. if she gets to the top of her school, she believes that her parents will finally recognize her efforts and love her again. her main priority: get to the top of her class and school. her obstacle: the sick mofo who’s been tormenting her since her earlier years </3
            
            y/n is experiencing hecka mental turmoil rn because of what happened in chapter 11! she sees him as not just a one-dimensional person and therefore does not see him as just some random guy who keeps making her life hell. this makes it ten times harder for her to be linear in how shes dealing with mt. the rivalry is NOT gone (ex: y/n goes out of her way during chapter 12 is tell mt of the new skills she’s learned, after going to yt and finding a more ethical way to get one over on him. she mentions his brother teaching her something out of spite, knowing that the mention of yt would strike a chord, however does not realize the significance behind her words in regards to mt and kanae!) mt is learning to tolerate her and sees her as someone that would actually understand his troubles. they’re the only ones that can understand each other!
            regarding the comparisons, y/n is boutta CRASH OUT and im so excited for you guys to see it! the first crash out is nearer than you may think </3
            IM SO HAPPY THAT YOURE CURIOUS!!!
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