lapis

LAPIS

LAPIS ITS BEEN SO LONG

damn i wanna make an angst book but at the same time i dont wanna sob while doing so- send help-

at this point, im considering quitting as xavier bogard, not because of the fandom but im just rarely online unless someone talks to me and the fandoms dead,, i mean- no one really participates in the fandom anymore lol,, ill see if im able to make it online for the next few days if not then im quitting as xavy :')

has anyone ever talked to a person for a few months,, just having a great time then them just disappearing without a trace ? im trying to find him but it feels impossible,, from what i know, his parents arent the best and i feel bad,, he needed someone to cry on so i tried to be the person for him,,, i come online on discord everyday just for him and check up on him,, we became so close then he just deleted his account without saying anything and i feel so worried,, i feel shattered lol,,,

greetings
          
          im back for only a few minutes, i still have about 9 more examinations (including paper 1,2,3) haizzz to those who are also currently having exams gl <3 study hard and have breaks in between my dearies,,, ill try my best to be online in wattpad for anyone who needs a person to talk to :) 

Greetings to anyone who's visiting this message board
          I come bearing a message from Lapis because herself can't come online
          
          
          “Hi, hello, my awesome followers! ( ╹▽╹ )
          How're y'all holding up?
          
          I have a new story idea and I'll write it sometime soon in two months :D
          Totally-
          Because before that I have exams and let's just hope they go alright
          Pleasepraythatigetgoodmarks
          I love y'all :D”

i have a great idea,, im just gonna delete discord and wattpad for a while,, prolly for 4 months,, i needa focus on my studies,, i rlly just want to beat the shit out of myself,, anyways,,, if you guys have anything to ask me or wtv just send it to red >:) she has my whatsapp number,,,  :') see yalls,,,, i love you guys

helllo people,, how are yalls ? im back from exams :)
          
          but im very disappointed with my results,, i studied hard for math and yet i just need 4 more marks to pass and im still so upset over the careless mistakes i made,,, i want to cry so bad,, i just merely passed geography and im alrdy expected to get 16/20 because im the vice chairman,,, i hate my life so much,, i thought i had better results,, and,, my chinese,,, i failed BADLY,,, i got 4/50 because i wasnt able to finish the exam and i wanna bang my head against the table so hard until i pass out for a year or more,,

hellllllllooooo humans~ 
          how are you guys ? :) 
          yea ik ik- i have exams and i already know that im gonna fail so many subjects- :') i dont even have textbooks for some of the subjects- 
          
          
          
          
          dont ask me how i get away with it-
          
          
          AhEm congrats to those who reached their goals and targets <3
          and keep going to those who are still doing so~