So yeah, I changed my username to "lalinbelle" because of my obsession to the moon. 'Lalin' means moon in thai while 'belle' means beauty in french (i guess huhu) and I would love to call my readers "tali" which is pinaarteng 'Tala' or star because they're the one who definitely light up my world and let me feel that I'm not alone in this dark and abusive world. Just like the moon, being alone during the night time, I must say that today, there's not yet that much stars sorrounding me but the time will come that me and my Talis will shine together and give light to everyone.