laluvlyV

For now, I'm temporarily signing off as someone who writes on wattpad. I would like to step out from wattpad or social media for a while. I've tried anything to heal myself and this is the last option i haven't tried yet, I'm trying to focus on myself for now and hopefully heal myself. Gusto ko lang maging around sa family ko for a while, since i have asthma and a heart problem i don't think my teen year would be that long i hope i will be able to last longer here though. I'm not saying I will be dead soon but rather than, I am dying, yes. And I don't want to live my life distant to my family, and closer to the imagination world. I want to live like a normal person and not drown myself in imaginary scenarios and write in Wattpad my whole life, you know. I want to live like a normal person too yk, even though i ain't lol. I'm sorry because I'll prob leave you all hanging again. Please either leave or stay. It's a choice only you could decide to do. My lavisss mwahh

juggaar

@laluvlyV Author just got back from my long hiatus tapos ito kaagad nakita ko when I got backnakakalungot If you're reading this rn I hope you're in your good shape.. Lumaban ka author, wag agad susuko!! You have all your time to take a break an rest, magpagaling ka, madami kaming naghihintay sa pagbabalik mo. lovelots author, takecare and get well soon.
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laluvlyV

For now, I'm temporarily signing off as someone who writes on wattpad. I would like to step out from wattpad or social media for a while. I've tried anything to heal myself and this is the last option i haven't tried yet, I'm trying to focus on myself for now and hopefully heal myself. Gusto ko lang maging around sa family ko for a while, since i have asthma and a heart problem i don't think my teen year would be that long i hope i will be able to last longer here though. I'm not saying I will be dead soon but rather than, I am dying, yes. And I don't want to live my life distant to my family, and closer to the imagination world. I want to live like a normal person and not drown myself in imaginary scenarios and write in Wattpad my whole life, you know. I want to live like a normal person too yk, even though i ain't lol. I'm sorry because I'll prob leave you all hanging again. Please either leave or stay. It's a choice only you could decide to do. My lavisss mwahh

juggaar

@laluvlyV Author just got back from my long hiatus tapos ito kaagad nakita ko when I got backnakakalungot If you're reading this rn I hope you're in your good shape.. Lumaban ka author, wag agad susuko!! You have all your time to take a break an rest, magpagaling ka, madami kaming naghihintay sa pagbabalik mo. lovelots author, takecare and get well soon.
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dria_xiaaa

hi po! permission to plug po! ❤️☀️
          
          Hi po, please try and read my story still on going po. If you don't mind, please follow me po and leave a vote too Thankyouusomuchh!
          
          •Senior highschool
          •angst
          •teen fiction 
          •slowburn
          •friends to lovers 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/392706559?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=dria_xiaaa

dria_xiaaa

@laluvlyV ikaw din po! stay safe ❤️☀️
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laluvlyV

@dria_xiaaa np! dw ah curious rin ako ano ganap sa story mo HAHAHAHAHA, ingat rin dahil sa bagyo <3
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dria_xiaaa

@laluvlyV thank-you! Take your time po no need to rush hehe (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠)
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laluvlyV

I wrote my book with both my worst and best, and im expecting more from my readers and i now came rest assured haahahah, we reached 4k reads yahoooo! tysm for staying with me, even tho it felt like a reset for everything. It's just a new door that i think worth risking to. I will step in, hopefully, yall are still holding my hand, tight. Adios, see yall again!

laluvlyV

Hello everyone, this is lav, and I'm here to tell you what really happened to me that made me left my story hanging. No update, no nothing. On that time, i tried my best to write on my story but i js couldn't, i was too unstable and broken and i thought to myself, i couldn't do it, i shouldn't do it, pushing myself isn't a good idea either so i stopped. I got away from wattpad and not only with wattpad, i got away from social media too. On june first, i was supposed to update my story, because that day would be the happiest because june first is my boyfriend's birthday. And guess what, that day became the worst day of my life, the saddest i could get into. He broke up with me with no emotions in his eyes, di niya yun gusto pero ginawa niya for i don't know what reason. Di ako nagsulat kasi natatakot ako na super masakit na lang ang masulat ko, cuz, i was drained, i bruised my knuckles and wag ko na lang sabihin kung bakit. We were together for 6 months, i don't believe that he willingly broke up with me, then i knew from his friends, that he got a call from my dad on that time. My dad was always have been against our rs, he didn't want him to be my boyfriend for some reason, ksi di siya ganun kayaman. Grabe yung galit ko dun sa papa ko to the point, i completely cut him off from my life. We still haven't gotten back together ksi  believe me nasaktan niya rin ako, ksi kung ano man ang sinabi ng papa ko na lumayo sya sakin ay ginawa niya parin as if di ako masasaktan. I hate him too pero mas umiibabaw yng pagmamahal ko sakanya. Nalaman ko rin sa friends nya na palagi daw yun umiiyak, umiinom ng alak to the point na alak na lang yung pangpatulog niya, i felt hesitant to go back to him at umiyak na lang din sakanya, because all my life he was always have been my crying shoulder, my home. Pero di ko yun ginawa, instead, I'm holding it. For idk how long, but until im healed again.