F R E L S I

A family that couldn't care less about you. What a happy life it is. :/

Broken relationship is like a broken glass. 
          
          Sometimes we have to leave it broken than get yourself hurt trying to put it back all together. Even if you succeed on putting back the fragments to its place, the damage will still be noticeable. Visible marks of breakage. Meaning, it will never be the same. 
          
          x.
          
                                                                                             - R.
          
          
          
          

Having 198 saved stories in my private library but still nothing to choose from. Isn't it ironic?

OPM kind of night. 

thanks sa pag-follow ^_^

My problems as a reader.
          
          ❌Wanting some story suggestions but don't have friends who love to read and give recommendations 
          
          ❎Having many pending stories on your private reading list but still looking for more stories.
          
          ❌Finished many stories that made you get tired of cliche plots.
          
          ❎Having a hard time looking for good stories that will compass your current favorite story.
          
          ❌Trouble finding stories that will suit or exceed your standards.  
          
          ❎Already forgot the last chapter of the on-going story yet still no update. 

Watched ANTM and my favorite model got eliminated. This day isn't getting any better. -_-

I have a dog and his name is Hadji. He lived for 13 years and now he's in heaven running free. He used to play with his Elmo toy whenever I ignore him when he's trying to get my attention cause he wants to play with me. He's always happy when he's playing with his Elmo toy. One day, I got depressed (don't want to mention the reason) and I was crying alone. I was alone  in the house at that time and only Hadji and Hailey (other dog) are with me. Suddenly, Hadji came into view with his Elmo toy on his mouth. He put it on my lap with wiggling tail then run around in circles. I realized that he wanted me to play with his Elmo toy. For him, playing that toy makes him happy and maybe he wanted me to play with his toy so that I can also be happy. I smiled after. Now, he's gone and because of that I'm now crying. Alone. There will be no Hadji running around in circles. No more Hadji who will put his Elmo toy on my lap with wiggling tail...

When I say I like you, it doesn't mean I love you or trying to learn to love you. It just only mean that I appreciate what we already have and I'm happy and contended with it. 

Got the chance to talk with my neighborhood crush when suddenly the conversation got serious. This is what she told me (non-verbatim):
          
                      "You know what, R, being broken hearted 
                            and forgetting the pain from it isn't 
                     the hard part. Falling in love again without 
                          the fear of getting hurt is the hardest.
                                 I hope when the time comes, 
                           your first love will also be your last."
          
          Left me speechless. She must be broken hearted that time for her to tell me that. I saw sadness in her eyes and I really wanted to hug her but we're not totally close and I'm a dork so I just tap her shoulder. Seriously, what's wrong with me. *face palm*