lanalovex

Was it a bad idea getting attached to a character AFTER his death got spoiled for me before I even started the show? Probably.

lanalovex

I am alive. I just never remembered to check this app lol. Between work, which has now slowed down to the point of stressing me out financially, and the holidays I just haven’t even thought about wattpad to be honest. I spent Christmas with my dad at the beach, which if you’ve known me for a hot minute you know that was a huge deal for me. I have a lot of busy things coming up in life but I’m going to get back to this. Sorry for disappearing.

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The fact that I’m going to the eras tour is really setting in for me, and I’m getting so emotional just thinking about it because Taylor got me through so much in life, including the relationship that left me with triggers and trauma I am still experiencing everyday almost 4 years later. Taylor is the reason I didn’t give up, and I know that might sound silly because she doesn’t know I exist. But I love her so much. And I am so beyond grateful for the universe allowing me to have this opportunity and my boyfriend for being the one to make it happen. Genuinely cannot express my appreciation for him enough. I told him those tickets are worth more than a ring tbh, because he has no idea how much Taylor’s music means to me.