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Every time I close my eyes, it's like a dark paradise
          No one compares to you
          I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side

Every time I close my eyes, it's like a dark paradise

And there's no remedy for memory, your face is like a melody

I'm lying in the ocean, singing your song
          Ahh

I wanna be a bottle blonde
          I don't know why but I feel conned
          I wanna be an idle teen
          I wish I hadn't been so clean
          I wanna stay inside all day
          I want the world to go away
          I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake
          I wanna be a real fake
          Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
          Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
          Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
          Feeling super, super, super suicidal
          The wasted years, the wasted youth
          The pretty lies, the ugly truth
          And the day has come where I have died
          Only to find, I've come alive
          I wanna be a virgin pure
          A twenty-first century whore
          I want back my virginity
          So I can feel infinity
          I wanna drink until I ache
          I wanna make a big mistake
          I want blood, guts, and angel cake
          I'm gonna puke it anyway
          Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
          Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
          Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
          Feeling super, super, super suicidal
          The wasted years, the wasted youth
          The pretty lies, the ugly truth
          And the day has come where I have died
          Only to find, I've come alive
          Come alive, I've come alive
          Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
          Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
          I wish I wasn't such a narcissist
          I wish I didn't really kiss
          The mirror when I'm on my own
          Oh God, I'm gonna die alone
          Adolescence didn't make sense
          A little loss of innocence
          The ugliness of being a fool
          Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?
          Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
          Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
          Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
          Feeling super, super, super suicidal
          The wasted years, the wasted youth
          The pretty lies, the ugly truth
          And the day has come where I have died
          Only to find, I've come alive
          Only to find, I've come alive
          Only to find, I've come alive
          All our lives
          (Feeling super, super, super)
          (Feeling super, super, super)
          (Feeling super, super, super)
          All our lives

I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake

          I wanna be a real fake

Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle

Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title

I want the world to go away