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6hrs straight today on roblox minesweeper.... am i cooked?

CONTEMPT AWE RYOSHU ID OMG JIA HUAN RYOSHU ID LETS GOOOODJFLKDSJF 
          
          i love jia huan i love jia xichun i love jia baoyu i love jia qiu i love litlte jia huan i love the jia siblings i love them so much uegegvuhsdaf they are so dear to me so incredibly dear to me

all i can think about is my glorious hong lu these days
          during classes? "hmm i wonder what hong lu e.g.o. i should shard next.."
          doing paperwork? i end up doodling 10 hong lus and some of his siblings 
          all my social media (or the ones i mainly use) are all hong lu themed
          hong lu after being in every single lineup i make
          i even go out of my way to go back to hong lu's uptie story to change the loading screen into hong lu when it isn't hong lu..
          my phone, phonecase and charms, backpack.. even getting a new one with some clear pouches/pockets to display my vaious hong lu keychains... its all hong lu
          roblox avatars? it's hong lu. what if i wanted to change into a different avatar? i'd pick another hong lu id to cosplay
          and guess what im going to buy more hong lu related merch/products
          ....
          sigh...
          
          im questioning my life. why am i so obsessed with this fictional character.
          maybe perhaps its because i can somewhat relate to him.. or than he looks slightly like bai liu in some fanarts....... or is it because i like characfters that represent my culture...
          
          project moon should add a function to save ticket/profile designs/company loadouts it would save so much time
          
          anyway he's so pretty so goregous i love him sm

i just met this person on sewh (roblox) we bonded so quickly without chatting a single word in the chat !!!!!
          so glad they didn't really say anything in the chat since i struggle to come up with a response quick enough..
          but they were so cute yayyy 
          
          was gonna buy a soda hong lu cos on roblox but i was like 4 robux off and they removed the 0.99 robux option so i went on my phone to buy some then saw my 0.06 credits sitting in my roblox balance!! so glad i found that so i would'nt have to pay 5 for roblox.. 
          
          also finally got heishou rodion that took so much of my modules 
          all of my exp tickets went to her now im broke 
          if pm decides to give me loh hong lu after i spent so much on rodion im going to crash out 
          
          cavernous wailing or soda... hmmmmm....... i love soda even though its trash but cavernous wailing would go well with my tremor team............ hmmmm......

forty fucking one dollars for hong lu nui... 18 dollars on shipping, 5 on tariffs, and 1 on tax.... 16 dollars base...... AAAAAAAAAAAAA.......
          50-70 for resales.......  
          thinking of getting into sewing or something to make that goddamn plush
          i need it

ueuueuueeu outis t corp id..... 
          love outis but hong lu jia qiu id whennnnn !!
          next intervalloo??? i'm so desperate for hong lu seasonal and xichun & wei announcer oh all my money is going to project moon

duoing bosses with full stop hong lu and full stop heathcliff is actually so much fun
          im doing md6h and my final boss is wild hunt heathcliff the one that has josephine hindley and whatever minions
          i almost got through it with those two but i forgot who tf inflicted bleed onto my hong lu so he died from bleed :(( 
          uuuuuuuuu
          i love poise omg 
          using less than 6-7 sinners is actually so much fun

watching kim jihoon whale at his own game..... made me want to spend my remaining $10 on steam wallet 
          so i bought a deextraction ticket and 650 lunacy pack. i got nothing. 
          sobss.......

my moot on tiktok posted "that 1 chap ao3 fic who destroyed every lotm fan" and i get jumpscared by my own work,.... oh my god.  im actuallu too embarrassrd to ever look at my works cuz like wdym i wrote that???  
          holy shit im screaming but i havw no ome to talk to this abt ..

im such a sucker for hong lu like what kind of spell did project moon cast on him cuz he's so beautiful so gorgeous jsdfeueufadfdhg
          one of the few characters that make me tweak so bad and like go crazy over i love him so much oh my gosh 
          i just can't wait to cop full stop hong lu and also hook hong lu oh my god i love liwei i love the full stop office one of my favorite offices 
          and hong lu.... he just looks so good in the arts like omg 
          i could not care less for hook hong lu though it's onot relaly my type but it is hong lu so i am getting him!! 
          next i will get dieci hong lu then dimension shredderr then k corp and then his other 00 and e.g.os 
          uuegguugueuguuuuuuu i need a  high rolling ego ..... 30+ roll please..... 
          i want to see another lor id especially one fo rmy yan  i desperately need a yan id i don't care who it is i need a yan id preferably for hong lu though cuz why not kill two birds with one stone i love them very much
          
          also can someone get me library of ruina im afriad all my money went to limbus instead..... i wont play lob corp but i did watch lor on yt cuz im broke i read a summary of lob corp and currently reading the story on yt.. i hate management sims 
          
          also that stupid orca whale thing abnormality ruined my manager don solo -sih run in md6h i completely forgot it existed i hate that stupid tfish with all my heart
          the pain of going through non-focused encounters during a solo..... uu....these fucking k corp staff..... 
          
          i love bleed and poise
          poise supremacy