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caed,   i— -┈─    ( his   gaze   would   shift   away   from   the   maybank   momentarily,   shaking   his   head   before   making   eye   contact   with   the   other   once   more   before   feeling   a   lump   in   his   throat. )    .. if ..   if   you..   if   you   wanted   me,   why— - ..  why   didn't   you   /tell/   me?      i ..  i   thought   you   liked   her   'cause— - ..   cause   you   /always/   flirted   with   her   when   i   was   around.   i   don't..   caeden,   i   don't   fucking   get   it.   i   don't   understand.   (..)   how   long ..   ????     ..  how   long   have   you..   have   you   felt   like ..   like   this?    

@outerkd       i don’t like /sarah,/ coop..  sarah’s just my friend(!) ..she’s only ever been just my friend.   —'m not saying anything because i can’t have her,  i don’t (want) her.  i never wanted sarah.  not like— not like that.  …i want you.   ive only ever wanted you. how can’t you see that?

it   don't— -    ,it   don't   make    s͟e͟n͟s͟e͟,     caeden.   i   mean..   i've   /seen/   you.    if   you   (really)   like   her,   be   with   her.    please   just— - ..  don't   do   that.   say..   say    you   wanna   be   with   me,   just   cause   you   can't   /have/   her.   i   just..   i   can't   do   that.   i   can't   keep   accepting   i'll     (always)   be   second   place   when   it   comes   to   her.    
            
            /   SO   EXCITED   RN!!!   (im   gonna   die) 

i'm   not   (any)   different   than   you,   man.    i   told   you   to   treat   me   the   exact   same   as   you   do   the   rest   of   'em..   :/    ..  but   sure.    (..)   thank   you.    

@outerkd ⅋̲:      what i said,  your royal highness..   was do you want a drink?

caed,   you're— -   ..  what   are   you   gonna    do   if   he   comes   in   here ?    [ with  a   small   giggle   slipping   past   the   cameron's   lips,   he'd   grab   the   other's    hand,   guiding   him   to   his   bed.  ]   ..  i   missed   you,   but..   god,   the   shit   you   do.   
            
            /   "what're   you   gonna   do"   & cooper   knows   damn   well   he'd   do   anything   for   this   man.     

@outerkd   ⅋̲:     your  old  man’s  (never)  gonna  catch  me.   im  too  quick  for  him!   'sides..  i  wanted  to  see  you.   :')
            
            /   HE’S  INSANE

i   know..   i   know,   i'm   sorry.    (..)    for   more   reasons   than   one.      [  one   hand   would   squeeze   his   boyfriend's   own,   the   other   trailing   to   wrap   a   bandage   around   the   maybank's   injured   knuckles.      blue   hues   would   then   flicker   to   the   blond's   own,   squeezing   his   hand   once     more.  ]   .. do   you   feel   okay?    
            
            / I   MISSED   IT   BAD.    

@outerkd  ⅋̲:       it  already  hurts.    (  a  sigh  slips  from  the  blonde’s  lips,   hand  fumbling  for  the  cameron’s,    lightly  taking  it  once  it’d  been  found.  )     ..let’s  just  get  it  over  with.
            
            /  their active era = making me kms

it's   because   you're   not   (thinking)   straight,   caed— -   ..  your   brain   is..   is   all   foggy.     [..]   i'm   not   the   prettiest   person   in   the   room,   anyways.    
            
            /   U   AND   ME   BOTH.     

@outerkd    (  ⅋̲:  )     you  know,    i  just  really  don’t  see  what  that  has  to  do  with  anything.    ):
            
            / SOBBING

/     SPAM MEEE

,       yup 

@landpogue / ykiiiiii

 ⠀      ͟...     [    @landpogue  ֵ      ]      ⤸
            i'm   gonna   smack   you.    fuck   you   mean   you   ‘don't   remember   that.’ .. ??¿     ..  jesus   christ,   man.    if   this   car   gets   a   SINGLE   scratch   on   it   you're   /dead/.    for   real   this   time,   maybank.   

@junklocket ⠀⠀ ♱͟    ֵ  ⠀  nah, i don’t remember that.  dude, c'mon. throw your BEST BUD a freebie!  jb don’t gotta know.   ):

@sentpogues      ⅋̲:    [ ██████ ]
              uh,   i don’t recall countless times.   but,  again..  if i was high when you said it,   i ain’t hear it.
            
            / i need to rewatch too dw

@2POGUE       that  explains it  then  .    i  swear  ,  i’ve  told  you  guys  countless  times  ,  but  you  don’t  listen  .
            
            / AHHH SORRY IF NY PORTRAYAL IS KINDA WEIRD RN IM TRYING TO REWATCH OBX TO GET KT PERFECT SJBFJD

@sentpogues ⠀⠀ ♱͟    ֵ  ⠀  pause.   when did you tell us this? if i was high when you said it, i was not listening.
            
            / IMMEDIATELY 

@junklocket      im  not  hogging  shit,    man!     you  have  full  access  to  the  carton,   see?   ..if  you  punch  me,    im  gonna  slap  you.    and  give  you  a  wedgie.   
            
            *    IMMEDIATELY??????

 ⠀      ͟...     [    @2POGUE  ֵ      ]      ⤸
            i'd   like   to   but   you're   hogging   the   damn   carton.   :|    just..   you   better   not   get   any   shells   in   there..   i'll   [actually]   punch   you   in   the   head   if   you   do.
            
            *   GET  THESE  MFS  OUTTA  THE  KITCHEN.

@junklocket       you  crack  and  cook  the  damn  egg,   then.    don’t  you  see  me  (trying?)
            
            / THESE  IDIOTS

@outerkd      [  there’s  a  small  shake  of  his  head,    looking  between  the  other  club  residents,    before  his  eyes  settled  on  the  cameron.  ]    stop  worrying,   coop.    everything’s  gonna  be  fine,    okay?    .. i  ain’t  even  gonna  be  here  long.    —i  just  had  to  see  you.

[   blue   hues   would   shift   away   from   the   other,   teeth   biting   bottom   lip   almost   anxiously.  ]   .. i   just..   don't   know.   i   don't..   i   (really)   don't..   want   something   to— -   ..  to   happen   to   you.    i   don't   want   you   hurt.     

@outerkd     ⠀ ♱͟    ֵ  ⠀  your  dad’s  not  gonna  do  shit  to  me.    and  even  if  he  tried,   ive  dealt  with  worst,   just  to  be scared  of  your  old  man.