larahypotheticalyraj

still yearn ur books till this day. im being so deadass rn, no other author could write katseye fanfics as poetic as u do. i loved every single book u published! it was something i looked forward to 24/7 after a long day. but, ur mental and physical health matters more. so no matter how much us readers miss u, focus on ur wellbeing first! i hope u get better if u aren't already <3

hiii
          
          im really sorry for being ia for so long and not updating. ive genuinely tried to get back into writing. i’ll start a few sentences, then lose focus, and completely forget about it for a while. as for seven, the thursday chapter is in my drafts, but i’m still not fully satisfied with it
          
          and to be honest, i feel like im slowly losing the spark for this, and even for maphinz(still love my girls tho) im also not sure if ill ever republish my works, it sucks to admit especially bcs i hate leaving you all hanging and the fact that im still getting followers here is making me guilty lol
          
          i spent the last half year healing from a heartbreak, and now i just feel numb and empty. i wasn’t really feeling anything for a while, and that affected my writing more than i expected
          
          still, i do feel bad disappearing like that, so i’ll try my best to finish this and update within the week. thank u for being patient with me and for still being here. it truly means more than you know 
          
          
          larahypotheticallyraj xx

bby are you doing okay? 

lmao your bio [insert crying emoji]

hey…

omgggg baby i missed u

im gonna try updating tonight , im so so so sorry for letting you guys down 

can yall stop liking my old comments, i physically recoil everytime i feel like every single muscle is being ripped slowly from my body its so embarrassing, also i might be updating seven today yayyy

will update seven when im her gf <3

          i know yall are probably waiting on seven days a week update (also can we just rename it seven? i think it’s doing way too much like relax) anyway, i haven’t even started anything, the weather’s been bumming me out i can’t even go outside for a run. i’ve been rotting indoors, doing absolutely nothing except working on this maphinz spy fic bcs ive been rewatching carmen san diego and i might have impulsively bought hitman on steam and have been playing it like a coping mechanism atp. if you knew how hard i’m couch-potatoing right now… but hey, at least this fic’s getting done, win some, lose some ig