@foreverxfrerard i mean i think there are higher beings (almost and can be mistaken as aliens, enlightened beings, wise spirits, bad ones etc and maybe all these are in a way 'god' so what i meant by it almost made me believe in jesus i reffered more to the conservative idea of god. Personaly ,just me, i think there was probably once a man named jesus and he was just One of the enlightened beings roaming that decided go to the physical earth (by that i mean born just like for example yet completely distinct Amara) and spread a message. I bet i sound like a hermit that reads conspiracy theories but fereals there are books and philisophers astral projecting and fricken ouija boards lol. This got so long i dont meen to push my beliefs, just giving another useless point of view.