Hi I'm trying to find a fic and i don't know if you wrote it but maybe it's the one I'm looking for (forever and always the one you erased)
I remember the middle part
They loved each other and wanted a baby so they had one but sadly it did not make it and the baby died, they keep his ashes on a shelf in the middle of the living room. Louis gets really depressed after the death and through time harry and Louis just kinda fall apart until they don't see each other anymore. 7 years they become strangers but life continues so Louis always loved to play the piano and he decided to become a children's music teacher, he teaches two 5 year old identical twin girls with blond hair, turns out they're Harry's. Louis finally meet the love of his life after all this time and when they meat Louis tells Harry: I see your a dad" and harry tells him "I've been a dad for 7 years". In those years harry married his best friend, a girl named elinor "el" for shorter but she died years prior, leaving harry a single father. Than Louis and harry become friends until they try to date again. That's all I remember. It's in English and is a mpreg wich means man pregnancie where Louis gets pregnant
Was it that one?