larry_928
i miss all of u guys so much take my back to my wattpad addiction. Happy September 28th. TRUST i am still celebrating
larry_928
larry_928
Something very upsetting about all my mutuals on here growing up. Like why are we all becoming adults when did we stop being embarassing 14 year olds on wattpad?
ALarryWhore
Haha someone said this to me like hey you’re not that weird 14 year old anymore, like I’m a whole ass adult with a child now
larry_928
Fun fact when I chose my username I thought there would be a very small amount of larries on here so I wanted to make it VERY obvious and somehow nobody had chosen it
thisisanatrying
no way i’m still in your bio
larry_928
2022 wattpad come back to me
larry_928
ik it's been like a week since liam payne died and even though i haven't been a huge fan of one direction for a while now, the news is still so tragic and it hit me in a weird spot. I hope he knew how important he was for the growth and happiness of so many people
larry_928
I MISS 2 YEARS AGO IT WAS SO NICE WHAT HAPPENED
larry_928
@Only_Angel_31 AGREE I literally never come on here anymore but honestly you were the best part of wattpad
Only_Angel_31
@larry_928 2 years ago was the best time :') wattpad was peaking and we were so good together ugh *eyeroll*
larry_928
I love my cat her name is cookie lipstick
larry_928
Maybe kinda deep but I keep having this struggle with my identity. I've gotten to a point where I don't need a label and a flag to define me, and I'm perfectly happy without thinking and talking about my gender and my sexuality all the time, it's just a small part of me.
Recently I've started experimenting more. Makeup, hair, clothing, u know the works, but only at home. I really like being and feeling feminine, but I know I'm not a girl, at least I think so. I dress masculine and I feel like a guy.
A few people know I have OCD, and I have struggled with it for a while, technically my whole life without realizing it. These thoughts have been making me think more about my identity, which I thought I had left behind. I don't need to know exactly who I am, and I don't need to know how other people see me.
I think that all of these thoughts are sending me in a circle, and I don't know what I want to get out of posting this, especially since I never really come on here, but I think I just needed to get a lot of this off my chest. And if u actually read all that ily
larry_928
@Only_Angel_31 I don't know how u summed it up so perfectly but you really did. I don't think I want to try new pronouns, I just think that I want to be seen as a feminine guy, which is hard right now. My mental health does make it harder for me to keep going in this train of thought, so I get stuck in these weird circles. Seriously thank you though, I will definitely update you through whatever obviously and I have been doing makeup and stuff if you want to see dhfkjhfs But yeah thank you so much <3
Only_Angel_31
@larry_928 it's okay if you just wanted to get that off your chest and have no idea how to feel or what to do. I don't really think there is much you can do, honestly. Now I haven't been in the situation you are in so I will never know exactly what it's like, but it must be so exhausting to not be sure. To not crave a label but still crave being confident in who you are. It's probably time that will tell. Which sucks to be dependent on. Especially if you can't let it go and it keeps occupying your thoughts. I hate that your OCD makes it so much worse. I really wish I could give you advice but I don't think I can. But I want you to know I am always here for you and I will always listen. I don't know if you would want to try out new pronouns, but I would do anything to help. If you want to try something out, if you want to talk about it, or just show me those fantastic makeup looks and outfits, I'm here. You don't have to struggle on your own <3 And we will all love you no matter what if you didn't know that yet (:
larry_928
Cute guy in my school but he's 2 years older and doesn't know I exist (I sat next to him on the bus just so I could stare at him he's so fine)
