@larry_928
ik it's been like a week since liam payne died and even though i haven't been a huge fan of one direction for a while now, the news is still so tragic and it hit me in a weird spot. I hope he knew how important he was for the growth and happiness of so many people
I MISS 2 YEARS AGO IT WAS SO NICE WHAT HAPPENED
@Only_Angel_31 AGREE I literally never come on here anymore but honestly you were the best part of wattpad
@larry_928 2 years ago was the best time :') wattpad was peaking and we were so good together ugh *eyeroll*
I love my cat her name is cookie lipstick
Maybe kinda deep but I keep having this struggle with my identity. I've gotten to a point where I don't need a label and a flag to define me, and I'm perfectly happy without thinking and talking about my gender and my sexuality all the time, it's just a small part of me.
Recently I've started experimenting more. Makeup, hair, clothing, u know the works, but only at home. I really like being and feeling feminine, but I know I'm not a girl, at least I think so. I dress masculine and I feel like a guy.
A few people know I have OCD, and I have struggled with it for a while, technically my whole life without realizing it. These thoughts have been making me think more about my identity, which I thought I had left behind. I don't need to know exactly who I am, and I don't need to know how other people see me.
I think that all of these thoughts are sending me in a circle, and I don't know what I want to get out of posting this, especially since I never really come on here, but I think I just needed to get a lot of this off my chest. And if u actually read all that ily
@Only_Angel_31 I don't know how u summed it up so perfectly but you really did. I don't think I want to try new pronouns, I just think that I want to be seen as a feminine guy, which is hard right now. My mental health does make it harder for me to keep going in this train of thought, so I get stuck in these weird circles. Seriously thank you though, I will definitely update you through whatever obviously and I have been doing makeup and stuff if you want to see dhfkjhfs But yeah thank you so much <3
@larry_928 it's okay if you just wanted to get that off your chest and have no idea how to feel or what to do. I don't really think there is much you can do, honestly. Now I haven't been in the situation you are in so I will never know exactly what it's like, but it must be so exhausting to not be sure. To not crave a label but still crave being confident in who you are. It's probably time that will tell. Which sucks to be dependent on. Especially if you can't let it go and it keeps occupying your thoughts. I hate that your OCD makes it so much worse. I really wish I could give you advice but I don't think I can. But I want you to know I am always here for you and I will always listen. I don't know if you would want to try out new pronouns, but I would do anything to help. If you want to try something out, if you want to talk about it, or just show me those fantastic makeup looks and outfits, I'm here. You don't have to struggle on your own <3 And we will all love you no matter what if you didn't know that yet (:
Cute guy in my school but he's 2 years older and doesn't know I exist (I sat next to him on the bus just so I could stare at him he's so fine)
Who is my next crush guys I need ideas the last few didn't work out and I need to move on
I've been NEEDING a mental health day and today was a snow day. I'm home alone. Cigarettes After Sex released their new single. Cigarettes After Sex announced their new album. Cigarettes After Sex announced a new tour. CIGARETTES AFTER SEX LIKED MY COMMENT??? How do I cope?
@canyonhabits28 I almost puked when I saw I swear. I was home alone and I screamed because I was so excited.
@larry_928 i would’ve screamed my head off and then proceed to cry over it bc they’re aware of my existence ☠️
I'm trying to be more active on here because this app fr used to be like my happy place
HIIIIIYAAAAAA im doing a research paper on fan fiction and i wanted to go around asking people what their favourite trope is? Be it larry fan fiction or any other. If you (or anybody else who sees this) would answer id really appreciate it :))
Lowk wanna permanently come back here because this app is like my origin story but I'm afraid for my digital footprint
