Why have my parents got a prblm with my friends. ALL OF THEM! The 'bad influence' ones, the 'goody two shoes' ones... Why? They are the reason I don't have bad social life. I can count on one hand the number of people I talk to. Call a friend? Pffft... That never happens... I talk only when they call me. And even then, my mom would be standing at my door being like, "What have been talking abt for so long? " When in reality it has been like, 10 minutes.
I had a friend, she was someone I could to abt anything, no judgements at all. I considered her my best friend. Over covid, we would talk like once a week, yeah, best friend, once a week. Cuz my parents would blow over more than that. Now she wasn't exactly ur good girl with grt marks, she was a little bit of a rebel and stuff, we were like polar opposites, but it worked out for us. For 2 years straight, they told me how bad she is for me, how I shouldn't be her friend. They even yelled at me a couple of times. I left ger. I blocked her from everywhere bcuz I thought at least one of us, my parents or I would be happy. Then my insecurity came in that she is better off without me. Now I have one friend who I have to watch my words around cuz she is a drama queen and gets pissed easily. I just wanted to text her right, and my mom's like, why? I mean, seriously. And then she goes, oh don't get sad, I didn't have a lot of friends either. But at least she has that one childhood friend who is there for her no matter what! She isn't even letting me make those. Idk what to do man. It's not like they don't care about me and dont let me do stuff, they do, but they don't understand that I have to talk to ppl to be even remotely accepted into society. I spent my entire life as an outcast, trying to fit in. It was just starting to fall on place before covid and now it's all gone again
