Hi there ,i don't know what kind of things you have faced but remember a day will come that only belongs to you , please live for that day. you don't have to find a person who values you just value yourself loving ourselves is the most important thing for people to live and strive for a better day,i am very sure everyone will find their own purpose to live u will find yours as well and iam sure at that time you won't regret living your life.