Gonna vent here a little bit, because all my friends are on instagram and I don't want them to see this
My boyfriend hides stuff from me. It's theoretically for my own good, since it's about how he can't really get along with my friends anymore, but I hate when those friends speak to me about it and he doesn't. He is really great, but he thinks that everything is alright as long as I am happy, whether he is happy as well or not. But it's not, I hate staying like this, but I'm kind of scared of asking him about it.
On the other hand, his friend that is also one of my best friends is angry with me because I didn't answer his messages. It's not my fault I don't get notifications! And now he's ghosting me, but sending memes on our groupchat.
My head hurts and I feel like I'm gonna cry my eyes out and vomit at the same time and dad forces me to help him paint the walls. It's not much, but it still feels horrible..
I'm sorry for one more spam message to your inbox, I just want some advice, because I don't want to lose my boyfriend nor my friends