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So it's been over a year since I last spoke on here, so I figured I can post an update:
          
          1. I SAW 5SOS LIVEEE!!! EVERYONE'S A STAR BABY!!!!!
          I'm so happy, I thought I fell out of the fandom after they stopped going on twitter + me becoming less obsessed with them, but turns out they're still my favourite band ever
          
          1.1. I ALSO SAW LOUIS LIVE!! 
          
          2. My life changed a lot. I went to Europe for the first time ever and attended an exchange program for a while. It's always cool to see the world.
          
          3. 15 year old me probably can't even begin to imagine the life I am living now, it's gone off the rails, on the rails, then zig-zagging on and off the rails... anyway, what I'm saying is, a lot happened lol
          
          4. Being chronically online just isn't the best thing for me as I came to find out, not that I'm not chronically online... I still do it and suffer from it :D
          
          5. I still love and wish the best for y'all
          
          ps. if you wanna chat you have my discord, just note that I deleted the app on my phone because my phone is running out of space TuT

ALSO!!! COOL!!! AHH!!!! HE LOOKS SO COOL AHH I LOVE HIMMM

Hi guys :) Idk if I said this before, but the reason I haven't deleted this account is because I still love you guys and the connection we had here. I stopped being active and reaching out because real life came back and slapped me in the face, and I gradually stopped online chatting... A hiatus got too long, and I haven't found the energy to return yet. But know that I still lurk to see your notifs, still love y'all, and hope peace and happiness find you and vice versa. Life is busy and stressful nowadays, I hope you guys do great and that we can push through one challenge after the next. 
          
          Much love, Jai.
          
          Also, I think wattpad keeps the comments even after you delete your account. So I've been trying to delete my trail of cringe left and right. But probably haven't even gotten close to obliterating them!! >:/ please let me know if you see my comments, they haunt me in the form of the constant itch in the back of my brain ToT

oh wow look at you being alive ✨

guys if you're re-reading and see my comment, can you comment underneath it so I can come and delete it?  I'm constantly haunted by my cringe comments from ages ago and it's scratching at the back of my brain 

Happy New Year guys!! Love you lots, wish everyone finds peace and strength within themselves this year. At least, that's what I wish for myself and I hope y'all have it too. mwa!

@high-priest is gone???? Since when??

It's been over one whole week, and now I finally can come on here and say something...
          When I heard the news I snorted and thought it was fake, until I saw multiple sources saying the same. I had exams that day but I couldn't bring myself to focus, or care much. Because although I don't actively follow Liam's solo career, his passing was unexpected and a bigger blow for me and all fans than I anticipated. After that day I didn't dare open twitter for a few days because I was afraid I'd cry. Anyways, this isn't about me. It's about the guy we held dear to our hearts once, the guy who had a family, an extended family, and a permanent influence in so many people with music. The guy who was unhappy, even till the end. Though he had wrong-doings and wasn't the best example, but given more time, he could have gotten the chance to heal, improve, and change. Just like what all the people who loved him would have wanted. 
          
          Rest easy Liam, we hope you are at peace and well.

Heyyy, girlll. It's been a while. I hope you're doing okay. <333

hiiii hru?))