@lashton_heart_soars
guys if you're re-reading and see my comment, can you comment underneath it so I can come and delete it? I'm constantly haunted by my cringe comments from ages ago and it's scratching at the back of my brain
@lashton_heart_soars lmaoo plz same i cry everytime i see them. but dw we've got uu
Happy New Year guys!! Love you lots, wish everyone finds peace and strength within themselves this year. At least, that's what I wish for myself and I hope y'all have it too. mwa!
@high-priest is gone???? Since when??
It's been over one whole week, and now I finally can come on here and say something...
When I heard the news I snorted and thought it was fake, until I saw multiple sources saying the same. I had exams that day but I couldn't bring myself to focus, or care much. Because although I don't actively follow Liam's solo career, his passing was unexpected and a bigger blow for me and all fans than I anticipated. After that day I didn't dare open twitter for a few days because I was afraid I'd cry. Anyways, this isn't about me. It's about the guy we held dear to our hearts once, the guy who had a family, an extended family, and a permanent influence in so many people with music. The guy who was unhappy, even till the end. Though he had wrong-doings and wasn't the best example, but given more time, he could have gotten the chance to heal, improve, and change. Just like what all the people who loved him would have wanted.
Rest easy Liam, we hope you are at peace and well.
Heyyy, girlll. It's been a while. I hope you're doing okay. <333
@CurlyDeeCurliestFry hey it's all good! I reply super late here too, i usually just come back to answer messages :,) second year of uni is good! I keep feeling like I should be doing more but I'm still figuring it out :D so happy to hear you doing alright but stay strong with the stress and everything! You can make it through!! Also a boyfriend??? :DDDD I know u said ur not official yet but hey I'm excited for uuuu!
@lashton_heart_soars Sorry for the late reply, this has been a busy month. How's your second year of uni going? I'm doing alright just really stressed and exhausted. But pretty good. I kind of have a boyfriend, not official yet! But yeah!
@CurlyDeeCurliestFry It hasssss. I'm doing ok! I'm in my second year of uni rn :) How about you? hope you're doing well :)
hiiii hru?))
@yoshiki-indigo me too lolll I didn't think I changed much since freshman year, somehow it feels like I'm still as clueless as I was XD
@lashton_heart_soars everything's alright hehe and same, second year already, damn, I feel old :')
@yoshiki-indigo HIIIIIIIII!! I'm doing ok, kinda busy with my second year of uni :0 how about you? how's everything? hope things are going well for you /3
Rant time.. because this is the only safe space I have with an audience..
My mom's friend called her (she was on speaker so I heard everything) to share about her son's crush on his older sister's friend and they were giggling about it (oh he thinks he's sooo subtle lol).
Cool, until I hear them agree on "At least there's nothing wrong with his sexuality." Because he only hung out with guys before and his mom was "worried"
I was about to go downstairs but then there I was, sitting on the top of the stairs blue screening. There's supposed to be nothing wrong with his sexuality, whoever he likes... Right?
I know my family's stance on sexuality. I've had my uncle state flatly to my face, "I don't understand homosexuality. It's not right to me." I've had Christian, Islamic, Buddhist, and Taoist influences during my upbringing and it's doing wonders to my religious guilt. I can't even fully process my sexuality yet cause I'm afraid of the aftermath of whatever sexuality I am. But I can't control it. I'm terrified sometimes.
Just... I don't know. Only my closest queer friends (like, 3 or 4) know of my "issue", and I just can't find the strength to voice it out loud... It's just a rant anyways. It'll pass... I hope. Sad rn.
@lashton_heart_soars aw its ok dont worry about being late. I really hope youre doing well i was just trying to ease ur relegious guilt because i really dont like when people judge someone badly in the name of relegion. Im always here for u and i hope you figure everything out and find happiness because u deserve it. Have a great day❤
@Chonce_not_chance thank you so much for taking your time to answer and providing your perspective, I really appreciate it ❤ sorry for the laaaate reply too, truth is I saw your reply a long time ago but didn't have the words to reply properly, but after some thinking and such I find your reply very considerate and sweet :3 thanks again and hope u have a great day! :D
@lashton_heart_soars im really sorry you have to go through that. i cant imagine how confusing it is. If it makes u feel a little better as a person raised in a Muslim household i learnt that if u were confused about ur sexuality but ur still scared about what would happen if u were homosexual then theres nothing wrong with that. We encourage them to stay connected to Allah even if they decide that theyre homosexuals because hes the most forgiving and whatever connection you have with relegion shouldnt be affected by your sexuality. If course culture now changed the way relegious people view sexuality but in reality it doesnt immediately mark you as a sin. Again im really sorry youre going through that and i wish i can help you more than just couple of words. If you wanna rant im always here for u and take your time with it and dont be scared it'll be alright<3
hewwo :3
I'm late to wish Luke a happy birthday I can't believe it TOT like I remember telling my family "it's Luke's birthday!" and them being like "aight cool" but uh, I forgot to post here, like I did for the past few years :) Happy birthday Luke! The new Boy EP was really touching in ways I can't describe, but I felt it profoundly. To me, he appears to be a man who feels deeply, and is a little trapped in his mind, kinda like me. I still love this guy so much even though he doesn't occupy my brain as the only living space in my head (pun intended) as he used to.. It was a bit unhealthy ngl. Much love to him, and his mental and overall wellbeing. Love you so much Luke. ❤ (this is so much longer than Ashton's I swear I don't have favourites I'm just randomly inspired)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHTON WE LOVE YOU I WISH I COULD GO SEE YOU PERFORM BLOOD ON THE DRUMS IN PERSON :,) ❤️