sean emmett, j

icsny takw itamymore imsorru

inmy mind im bettwr off dead thsn alive. isny that sad?

do you ever jusy get that gut feeling that youre probablu better off dead?

always in a poor statw of mind, i need to escape.

11:11 

in two days we have been together for four months. we'll make it to five, to six. to more. we will. don't let me go. 

i jist went thhrouyjh akllof out mwssages and i vcsnt stop cruimg

i dont want to let you go butbim only holding yiu back. i dont wantbto be selfish and beg for you to stay if that's not what you want to do. but you font love me, you love the idea of me, you love the idea of whst we couldve been. i hate the favt thst i let muself fall for someone whos much better off without ne.

meant to be alone, alllll alone in such a dark place like this. 

a cold, cold liar.