lastno

4am and I'm awake ! On a school night  should i sleep for 2 hours or just stay up??

lastno

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as a kid, I wanted to grow up so badly , I wanted to be able to do all of the things adults did like dress up and et whatever they wanted... I didn't realize how fucked up everyone and everything actually  is. I never knew that anyone could be so sad that they kill themselves or any of the other shit that people do . as a kid, I had hope. that's all been taken away now..

lastno

sometimes i wonder why i care about what people think of me.. i can be sad and depressed and want to be like that without knowing that orrr i can laugh at myself too! i shouldn't care how i look how fat i am or how ugly i am when i make werid faces! i have flaws and so does everyone! why do i spend my days crying and depressed about these stuff! they're nothing!! i feel like laughing at myself right now! i shouldn't care about anything and no one should either!

lastno

all that people ever see is other people's flaws. and every flaw in him was perfect to me♥ everything about him is perfection.he's funny, adorable, sweet, loving, awkward, beautiful, caring, awesome.. he was everything I could've ever asked for.. anyone is lucky for being his friend .. only that I didn't want to just be his friend