miles / cas

me: what if he just wants something casual?
          him, randomly: so how's my wife?
          me: .....nvm

2024 has been insane, because not only did I breakup with my ex, I also had like three different talking stages, one of which ghosted me and the other said he liked me BUT APPARENTLY DIDN'T. and at the same time I started going to uni and it's actually so much fun and I met so many cool people and I have a room in a student dorm that actually feels like me and I really got more comfortable in my clothing style and in who I am but at the same time my mental health has gotten worse and I still managed to graduate and get through all these things. and I am so grateful for the new friends I made and the friends I still have in my life that are so very dear to me.
          I hope 2025 is a little kinder to me (or to us, if you're relating in that aspect). but also, I know I'm loved, I have so many amazing friends and I love them all so much. (not me getting all sappy)

not me turning 19 in 4 days, time passes so fast 

moving out and going to uni this year, because my life didn't end when I was 13. 
          
          even when it doesn't look like it, life is beautiful and there's always something worth living for. you're loved, always remember that <3

boycott esc 

getting rid of private messages is fr so stupid omg

wanting to wtite angsty stories whenever your life starts going good is a weird form of self sabotage 

final exams are almost over, tomorrow is the most dreaded one and then I am practically free (⁠๑⁠♡⁠⌓⁠♡⁠๑⁠)

YOOO!! CAN'T WAIT FOR A NEW UPDATE FOR ACE STORY!! ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧ I LOBEE IT ALREADY 

wishing all my christmas haters a nice day, hope you're all doing alright <3
          
          and also, thinking of all the people still suffering, whether that be in Palestine, Congo or Sudan. might not be religious but still praying for them.