lateatnighthoughts

I feel like lately I've been really depressed and I can't make it go away. I don't like anything about me. I don't like the way I look, or my body, and I can't get good grades, and I feel like my friends don't even like me, and I suck at volleyball, and so many other things. I just want to be happy again. I don't really know how it feels to be happy. It's been such a long time.

lateatnighthoughts

I feel like lately I've been really depressed and I can't make it go away. I don't like anything about me. I don't like the way I look, or my body, and I can't get good grades, and I feel like my friends don't even like me, and I suck at volleyball, and so many other things. I just want to be happy again. I don't really know how it feels to be happy. It's been such a long time.

lateatnighthoughts

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I'm so fucking done with this generation. Its centered around being skinny and being pretty and it's literally ruined me. It's ruined everything for me to a point where I can't ever be happy with myself. I go home and most times cry myself to sleep because i don't look like those super models. It's fucking sick and I hate feeling like that. I've tried starving, I've tried making myself vomit, I've tried all those things, and I still can't lose weight, and you know how that makes me feel? Worthless. It makes me feel bad about myself because I see all these pretty skinny girls who have a bunch of guys crushing on them. I hate the feeling so much I just want to kill myself, and trust me, I've tried, but I never really could. Sometimes I wonder sh I was never born so I wouldn't have to go through this because I hate it. I fucking hate it, I hate it I hate it I hate it.  I'm so done at this point.