kailee marie

I’m back and ready to start writing again 

Hey everyone so I've been kinda taking a hitatus from here.. As I said in my last pos my Aunt passed away in May and I'm still trying to cope. Allot happened so fast after she passed and I feel like only recently did things start to slow down. So I'm going to try my best to get back into writing and things. Updates might be slow but I am defiently going to try my best and I hope you all can bear with me because this is really hard for me still. I hope you all understand <3

I know I haven't been on for a little while and I probably still won't be on for a little while longer and that's because my Great-Aunt just passed away on Monday and I am still trying to cope. Her funeral was on Wednesday and it is still really hard. In case no one knew she had cancer and had been in hospice for a little over a month.. I will do my best to be active but I am currently spending time with my family. 

I seen Guardians of the Galaxy earlier today and can I just say something real quick? 
          
          
          IT WAS FREAKING AMAZING OHMYGOD.  I NEED TO SEE IT LIKE 10 MORE TIMES PLEASE.

My 18th birthday is in 3 days. Oh christ. 

So I didn't ever share anything on here but I've been on kind of a hiatus from this and my OC account for a while but I'm back. I don't know how active I'll be but I've missed it. If anyone wants kind of like a 'life update' I will glady write one but it's fine if no one really wants it. I've just been wanting to write again and get back into one of the greatest communities on the Internet I've ever seen.

||I miss chuuu

My Aunt is scared she is going to lose her hair.. If she does, I'm shaving my head. 

I've come to the realization that I have a thing for guys (characters) with super speed. First it was Pietro and now it's Flash. You guys I think I need help. 

My Great-Aunt has vaginal cancer. We've known for a few months. She has done radiation and the tumor in her cervics has majorly shrung. She has been told that her cancer is incureable but liveable. Today they told her that the cancer has spread to her lungs and liver. Luckily, where it is in her lungs doesn't affect her breathing and her liver is fine too. She is gonna start chemo next month and she goes 3 times a month for 3 months. The Doctor said he can't determine how long she has but she doesn't have years. I just lost my Grandma and my Great-Grandma a year ago (her Mom and sister). The Doctor said that if the chemo doesn't work she will be put into palliative care and then hospice. I don't know how to react at this point.. I just feel numb.