It's been a hell of a day to get through but I'm so glad I have so many others who can comfort me and so many I can comfort. I love this fandom so much and the events of today will be marked forever in our hearts but luckily we have each other to help get through this tragic day. I love Zayn so much and the only thing I want for him right now is happiness, rest, and support.
I have a girl in my grade who after finding out about Zayn after school, ran out in front of a bus before one of her friends pulled her back. Your life is precious and worth living, even if there's bumps along the way. Don't let this day be your last- I'm sure Zayn doesn't want that. So don't hurt yourself, there's so much more to your life. If anyone is feeling like self-harm or death is the way to get through this, just tell me. I'm always there for those who need comfort. I love you all and it breaks my heart just as much as Zayn leaving to see that some of you are hurting in ways unimaginable.
I love every single one of you and am hurt to see Zayn leaving but am supporting his beliefs and wishes with all my heart.