madradical

okay, wow, after all the months I told you I love you, you haven't my even noticed. I've grown to be a hollow husk of emotion. All I've ever wanted was you, and how did you return your affection to me? You shut me out. It was the worst feeling. It was like a knife ripping out my heart and stabbing it repeatedly until I finally die from this cruel death. Your love was a autumn breeze that swirled around me, sending chills up my spine, I loved that feeling. It was like nothing could take me away from you. I was so happy in this childish world of love, but it was a cruel awakening to find myself in this nightmare. After you I'll never love again, but I'm going to say thank you because now I'll make sure I'll never hurt like this again. 
          
          -your almost lover