I just want to say suicide is a very serious thing. It changes your life even if you dont succeed. In the nineties that was a typical answer to issues where I came from. People treat you different, you are labeled, it changes everything. It took me years to come out and talk to people about it. I am a strong person now , thanks to the grace of god. I am not preaching, but when I was going through all of this god was places signs and later on I realized it was because he had a plan. I am not perfect, far from it. I just have been there , done that. I have two young adult sons and a daughter. Thank god I was there to help them and many other teens with issues and problems. Nothing in this world is worth suicide. Especially the feeling of getting your stomach pumped. When you come close to death it changes everything. I feel terrible you feel that way. No one should feel that way.
