Lauren

So, I have no idea what I'm doing for JML, however, I do have something that I meant to be a regularly updated fic that I started summer 2014 so I could have this active while I was worrying over classes and stuff. That didn't happen and I only have two parts, but I like how it's going so far, so I think I'm just going to go ahead and post the first part and see if I can get ahead so I can continue with my original plan. 
          It is an all time low fic, but it mostly follows OCs so I'm kinda psyched about that. But yeah, I'm just going to post the first chapter for now and see where it goes.
          Merry Christmas ((if I get an idea I might do another Christmas one-shot too))

I'm home for break, but I accidentally left my laptop charger in my dorm. However, my roommate shipped it yesterday, so as soon as I get it I may start writing again...maybe

One day, when I get ideas or...well inspiration or the words come to me or something, and when I'm not playing catch-up with my classes, I will get back to writing...but right now, I am pretty darn exhausted

I just realized that this time next week I'll be at an all time low show, holy crap, i'm so excited

Slowly, and by slowly I mean approximately two sentences at a time, I'm remembering how words work. However, finals are coming up and I'm also trying to get a summer job so there's that to take up my time but yeah.
          
          In other news I'm seeing all time low in Baltimore in May and I'm insanely excited about that. It also doesn't feel real, I've been wanting to go to one of their shows for so long and I finally get to go to one.

*frustrated pillow garbles* what are words and how do I use them to translate my thoughts to print?

Note from captain hindsight after some sleep and such:
          The Michael Clifford one-shot is actually a thing that I'm considering finishing out just because I like it, so that getting posted may not be the greatest indicator that I'm continuing to do fanfiction. So basically, if you see either something new, that is fanfiction-y or an update to jml, then that's the answer as to whether or not I'm going to keep writing fanfics.

Ok, so I know I just updated like three different things at the same time, but those were all author's notes in reference to the fact that I'm no longer writing those three stories because I am no longer interested in them nor their content. 
          I'm also currently still debating on whether or not I'm going to continue posting fan fiction on this account in general. I think I might, but I'm still deciding, since I'm in college now and don't really have as much time to devote to this as I once had.
          So if you see an update to jml or a Michael Clifford one-shot posted anytime soon, then I guess that is the answer.
          I love you guys, and goodnight.

I'm really tired of all these essays I have to write for english. Like I get it that we're supposed to be learning how to write different papers but it's taking away some of my love for writing. Like, can't we just go one full week without having to start a new essay? I have other classes I need to worry about and this class is stressing me out because I can't find the sources I need to support myself and  my argument and it's just frustrating. I already changed my topic once and I don't have any other ideas and it's just aggravating. I can't wait for next semester though, because it's more reading stuff and then writing papers on it, which is more my thing than research/argumentative papers. But what I'm really wanting to get into is like creative writing and journalism stuff so I'm hoping next year I can start working into those types of things. But yeah, I'm just irritated and trying to get my class stuff done, which is why I haven't posted anything in so long, but that doesn't mean I'm not writing anything at the moment, because I am...like on here, not just the essays I'm talking about. Yeah...gotta get to work, bye.

So I'm looking through all these articles that I'm supposed to pick from for a rebuttal paper for my English class and it's frustrating me because none of the topics are truly interesting to me. Like, how are we expected to write a pretty good essay if the articles we have to choose from don't necessarily cover at least a good portion of possible fields of interest?