@laurmama
Life update? I got broken up with (dumped) by who supposedly was the loml my first wiw relationship after a year and a half of dating then I was in the hospital for a week then I went to therapy and now I'm here lol
Just a causal lesbian life story
Been too long
Y’all I know I’m only 17 and shit but I got my first kiss on Friday night and holy shit.. y’all never told me it was this damn good
AND THE WAY IT HAPPENED I COULD RIGHT A BOOK ABOUT IT LIKE ik but got nothing to compare with but shit it’s the fucking best
I think my Wattpad days are over, it’s been fun 5 years here but this place isn’t for me anymore.
Till next time, 11.5.22 <3 .
Playing pass or smash with my crush while walking around our all girls school while she’s holding my waist, my arm around her shoulder & she’s touching my fingers, I never even looked at any of them girls I was busy thinking about other things..
She’s my friend too.
I keep searching for reasons to be alive but there’s nothing
I’m crying rn because it’s scary, I’ve tried to act strong but it’s just over what I can handle, it’s scary to feel like you should end your own life at any moment, it’s scary when your mind keeps telling you that you’re worthless and don’t deserve to be alive, it’s scary to be living in the same body that is pushing you to harm yourself, it’s scary to feel like nothing is gonna get better, I’m not scared of anyone but my own fucking myself
I’m sorry I love Lauren but she’s kinda unprofessional when it comes to her fans
@Normanis_bae it’s literally almost everything but most recently, I’m subscribed to her patreon, part of the plan I have & that I’ve literally paid extra for is to get a handwritten poems sent to me but I didn’t & a few people I know didn’t too & when they asked her about it she said that she can’t do anything even tho she’s in control of all of this not patreon cuz the merch is from her part + her merch..I don’t wanna sound like a bitch but the quality… isn’t what I’ve expected.. + the fighting with the fans and when not liking what they’re saying she just gets really defensive & take shit personal.. I have so many other things to say but, I really do love her but she got a lot that’s she need to be working on. Plus sometimes people just don’t hold her accountable and it feels like she gets pretty privilege..idk.
@laurmama what did she do now? If it something on Twitter again she needs it taken she gets heated up there
I’m mentally fucked
I’m tired and I need help, I really need help at this point, I’ve tried everything and I’m still suffering and I don’t want to end my life but I just wanna feel good, better, I’m so sick of myself and of all these voices telling me I’m not good enough, I wanna believe that I am but I can’t, I’m just really really tired.