feeling shit in my bed
wanting to be dead
not to do it for a person
that person helps me a lot
but it makes me feel bad not 
to do the same for her
She is my light, It's the
 reason I'm still alive
You probably won't read it 
but I love you very much even
 if I don't show it
you're going to get tired of me one day 
It will probably hurt if you let me
but you should know that I love you
It's iconic how in love I am
I guess you didn't understand anything ♡︎
But she is a goddess 
god i love her so much 
You should know her
Find her tonight she keeps shining
like lightning ♡︎