lavender_hooligan

We're almost at 30 followers I want to thank you all so very much

lavender_hooligan

I put out a new book in a new chapter called "I Found You" it's another father-daughter type of chapter I hope you all love it

lavender_hooligan

2022-2024 was not my days on Wattpad cuz of distraction and depression

lavender_hooligan

@LittleMissWeeknd10 one day I'm planning on coming back to write
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LittleMissWeeknd10

@lavender_hooligan Same, but I'm back to writing and reading again.  
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lavender_hooligan

I want to tell everybody I have been not frequently on Wattpad that much because of my depression and being distracted by everything that's blocking what I enjoy doing is making stories for everybody and I always say that oh for 2022 I'm going to get my game up on Wattpad and then I end up not doing that then I end up in 2023 saying the same exact thing as well and here I am in 2024 haven't been publishing chapters are all of my creations that much anymore like I used to. Until I have friends online that loves talking to me everyday but don't want to break their hearts when I tell them I don't want to be on social media I want to make a book and stuff like that but they make me feel bad to not even do it and I'm more depressed because I don't know how to describe into things I do on stories I make and I feel like I'm being a Noob at this and I want to write professionally but not really because I see every each and one of you put professional grammar and things like that but my sister said that I don't need to do it just do it from the heart and how you feel but I feel like I don't it's like I want my books to be perfect but I can't make it perfect because I'm not that smart into putting big fancy type of words to have a definition of feelings and whatever but all I got to say is that I'm taking my time coming back here and it takes me a long time to even try to make one even if it's a short one it's just I can't make up my mind. That's how I feel about myself and what I'm going through