lavendercielo

hello there girl
          i'm coming from your cheol book and i got to know that you've been struggling with health issues idk if you'd read this but i still want to write this to appreciate you for being strong and going through all that sickness
          i hope you get back to 100% soon it doesn't matter if you don't write anymore as long as you are out there happy i'd be relieved
          i really hope you live a happy healthy life stay blessed girl
          i don't know you but still i love and admire you
          sending love and prayers( •̀ ω •́ )✧

I'm still alive guys.

Fly high little angel
          
          
          ♥︎ i wish you the best

I think she left without being able to tell us.
          
          
           :((

Plz update on " only you " plz 

@intothefanfic thank you

Hi.
          I haven't been updating because I've been going from the doctor to the hospital for the past 2 months. I've gotten 5 different kinds of medications. I've been pierced with a needle around 14 times and I have to go to the hospital again tomorrow and the 22th as well as the 30th and I'm so scared and terrified because they can't identify what's wrong with my heart.
          I'll be getting a pulse monitor on the 30th and the 3rd X-ray tomorrow along with another set of needles trying to find my veins and take blood. I'm so done with everything. I'm drowning in anxiety and they tell me not to feel anxious because it makes it worse but I'm seating here crying and shaking because I can't take this anymore. I have zero money and a 3,593 dollar debt with my name on it and i still have hospital visits left that are adding to the debt. I have no friends to talk to because we either drifted apart after high school or they have there own problems to deal with and on my way out of the doctors a nurse told me since the monitor will be placed on me 2 weeks from now I should avoid having a heart attack before then and I don't know if that was a joke or not and I've been crying ever since.

currently in the hospital :|

Hii you may not know me but I think I remember something about you mentioning you not feeling well. So I decided to check on you again. How are you? 

Why is it the 4th time I have to go and delete a nude link off of my stories. This is getting frustrating :(