@lavenderlemonadee
I think im gonna take down my smut book. As of jow im gonna unpunlish a bunch of chapters but idk it just feels weird. I might end up deleting my account. Ive been writing on wattpad since i was like 11 which is... not ok.. anyways i think my time on this app is done... srry lol
Yeah i just unpublished the book. It makes me feel icky. I might come back with a haikyuu book but im done writing smut.
Yall ever feel like ur brain is actually rotting
I swear im gonna atart writing again soon my brain has just been focused on minecrafft
OK I KNEW THAT ONE HAIKYUU FIC WAS GONNA BE SAD BEFORE I READ IT BUT I DIDNT THINK ITD ACTUALLY MAKE ME CRY WHAT IS HAPPENING
I wanna make a haikyuu book someone stop me i havent even finished the anime
Tw: Ed, self harm, mental health stuff
Ok but like they hated me back in like November December which was when my mental health was the worst. Like i was dealing with family issues, a friend passed, i was starving myself and self harming, i genuinely wanted to die. The only thing that kept me going through that was literally just knowing that i had friends that loved me but they were literally talking shit about me the whole time. I dont know what to do i feel so broken haha
I’m really sorry to hear about all this, you didn’t deserve all of that! I just hope that you’re feeling a lot better, and just know that I care for you, forget about the fake people. Ily bby :)
My friends had a group chat without me where they just talked shit about me. This doesnt feel real. I trusted them and they just hated me the whole time. I dont even know what to do anymore i feel so numb.
that happened to me in the past, turns out they weren’t just talking bad about me, they were speeding rumours. but i soon got out of that friend group and stuck with the ones who are actually real. i’m sure there are better people out there for you, don’t be sad please ):
Bfhamakic ok srry my brain has been so scrambled I haven’t been able to finish any of the requests i swear im working on them hhh
I love when my mom fatshames me and then plays the victim <3
i’m sorry that happens to you , bb .. you’re perfect , no matter how much shit anybody says . i hate the word ‘fat’ , it’s so degrading and disgusting. idk about anyone else , but i love me some chub <333 stay strong.
Guys oh no im starting to love the characters i hate from haikyuu. This is not ok.
@lavenderlemonadee bRUH SAME IEHEIWIWISV I literally hated bakugou, but as soon as I made this secret acc (I've been on wattpad for like 3 years so my old library was a mESS) all I did was read bakugou fics. Like Jwjsjwjeue I swear I dont like him mOM
This happens with every anime i ever like. first it was kokichi from danganronpa AND THEN IT WAS BAKUGOU AND NOW I MIGHT LOVE TSUKISHIMA AND OIKAWA SOMEONE EXECUTE ME NO