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I just tried to go back to writing, I have inspiration and i really tried, but it hurt so much and like when I used to write it's not the same anymore and I don't know what's going down but it was awful I wish I knew how to write still 

Holy shit I haven't been on or written in so long what the hell, I really miss writing 

Love me please

Oh my god I miss wattpad so fucking bad

Hey!
          I know I disappeared, my bad and I do apologize for it.  Whenever messages start working I'll send you my email and maybe we can talk from there

DaD

Love the username <3

@silversykes this is the same account I've been on, I changed my user from cashbyclouds to lavendervic, but that's about it 

You guys are unfollowing like crazy now that I'm posting again, should I stop? Has it gotten that bad? 

Since my Instagram can't really be my safe place anymore we're back to here and I'm back to where I began, broken and hated. I'm sick of being fucked over and I regret all of the writing, I regret people I've met, I regret everything from these past few months. Screw me over and over and over, every fucking one. Just fuck off, why are things this way? Why can't things stop ending the same way? Who opened their mouth this time? I'm done.