𝕷𝖎𝖓 𓆩♡𓆪

does anyone have neobook because im thinking about moving my diaries there 

on my spotify u can find playlists for .never enougH 
          https://open.spotify.com/user/d7984isarb5f3n0b1irxwfwhg?si=BAiR3AvNSYSMcGiZCAFJvA

for some fucking stupid reason i can’t see comments on my books. wattpad do you think you’re funny?

no one really cares about truth, because that truth is the most boring version of the story. 

so you’re telling me moonbin passed away, like for real… i.. i cant believe i just dont understand anything it hurt so much. my poor baby he was angel. he always seems so energetic and joyful i just gosh what. he’s not with us anymore? i remember crying over his comeback like crazy, 3 years ago dancing to his parts in songs, singing his songs, admiring his baby photos, joking around and laughing at his memes, watching his vlives and always looking at his posts amazed how beautiful he’s… and now he’s gone? how, what, why? i just have so many questions and i feel really bad. i just can’t accept the fact that… please you don’t even know how i believe that he would somehow wake up or this was just a silly lie but gosh. moonbin i love you so much. 

happy 1st anniversary to — the bus way — !!!
          i can’t believe it’s been a year 

i let myself fall into that place 
          i took pills to fill 
          the hole inside me
          meanwhile no one is
          acually here for me anymore
          because i let them go
          or they run away
          it doesnt matter now anyway
          if i knew everything would
          lasted like this
          i would have done things different
          but now its too late
          my heart felt dead
          now it feels so alive
          the blood inside me
          feels hotter than usual
          i said what i 
          wanted to say
          i hope everyone 
          will be better now
          all i did was
          just horrible
          and you know what its funny
          i feel so alive yet so dead
          so numb and so tired
          maybe its finally 
          time to go sleep
          i hope we will
          ever meet again 

newest book ♡ ~ 
          
          ⇢ ˗ˏˋ high school ࿐ྂ
          

new book ~
          
          ⊹ ༶⋆.✧☁ late love☁✧ .⋆༶⊹

in my head,
          we’re dancing in the dark.
          in my head, 
          we kiss under the sky,
          but we know that’s not what we’re doing, 
          cause baby this ain’t like the movies. 
          
          [conan gray | movies ~ ୨୧ ♡ ·]