lavennxderlia
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A little gossip or story time!
Long story short:
I met this girl in our recognition when I was in 11 grade, we had a small talk and she was nice, then we further talked around mid april to may, we instantly clicked because we had a lot in common. Really good friends.
We found out we were classmates, I talked to her often, she was a light/soft masc yes I know she was bisexual/lesbian like and girl lol I felt my stomach turn when I'm talking to her, she smells good too. I swear to God, she even knows and everyone knows I'm straight but guess what, I am now gay.
Me being naturally flirty with everyone─ note: WITH EVERYONE. I flirted with her, and then at first it was a fun playful teasing banters then we fucking reached a flow state and got caught up in it as we were also getting to know each other. Yes I was kinda clingy, she made it clear she has avoidant attachment but like hell I was so caught up in other things in my life I failed to understand her fully.
We were already having problems with our friendship, I don't get her lol. Idk maybe I was too demanding or clingy, but let me tell you that there was something going on between us: an unspoken tension. Maybe this is just one sided, or I'm delusional but I don't know. The amount of I love you's/miss you's we exchanged was insane lol. Yes I kissed her (on the cheeks though) we both did.
lavennxderlia
@five_itzy the other girl? she'll be okay lol. this sounds like i am apathetic but yes quite indifferent to these people these days. don't get me wrong, I still love the lesbian lolwnsiwniew very much, she is really nice just a red flag with avoidant attachment...widniwndiwnwjw I miss her very badly but I also don't want her back if that makes sense
