layciedreyfuse

so it's one of those nights where i express how i feel in 2000 words. however i dont think that will cut it at this point. i've been in many situations. people have walked on me like a million times. i want something better. i wanna break these habits. i need to do this for myself. killing the part of myself that was completely and irrevocably in love with you seems to be necessary but im not sure where to start. the brother of the girl you're dating requested to follow my friend today. her names Madison. you've been with her for three years. and i didn't know she existed. i hope he sees me on his feed. i hope life treats you guys well. i'm going to be with my thoughts for a while. if you need me i prefer that you dont. and im sorry to whomever reads these. have a good night.

thought about dying today. but then I remembered that I was here for a reason. keep growing.

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168th time listening to your voicemail and i didnt cry. im over you buddy. ice cold. 

you belong to someone else 

how can you love someone but want someone ..

you’re fantastic ♡︎

thank you so much for allowing me to realize that I’ve never done anything wrong when people have left. it takes a little while to figure out. I learned that finding the right person takes some time. and I know that if I didn’t find it yet, with the person I’m with, then eventually I will. and I’m happy. and I’ll be happy no matter what happens. 

when I'm broken and bruised I dont go to you. 

sensitive people, make for bad situations