he's alone
he's always been alone,
he never knew any other feeling than loneliness
he's never felt how it was to be loved
he's never felt warmth before
only the coldness of the people around him
he never knew closeness could be something good
he never knew what it was like to feel safe
he never even knew happiness existed for him
all he's seen was the pleasure people took,
in hurting him and seeing his pain
soon he'll die, he's all alone
he's always been a toy, to everyone he met
he couldn't imagine it any differently
he's leaving this world slowly
knowing no one will remember his existence
knowing he never meant anything to anyone
he'll bare it until his fragile body shatters
until he can't move and his heart is too broken to work
until he takes his last breath, all alone, in pain
