lazylifeofme

I’m taking a break from writing on Wattpad because I have a lot of things going on in my life right now. It’s things that have happened in my family and also personal issues and for the first time this app isn’t helping me cope with it as it usually always did. 
          	
          	My relationship with Wattpad changed a lot because it just isn’t a safe place for me anymore but rather makes me feel isolated and tempted to fall into sin. 
          	I used to write here because it helped me to work through my problems and writing shaped my personality and character in so many ways, but now I’m constantly in a fight with it.
          	The stories Wattpad presents aren’t for the art of writing and the sake of the writers anymore but simply for gain and consumption. It grew superficial and just not a good place to be in and that’s why I’m not sure about my future on this app. 
          	
          	I’m truly sorry for the people who wait and ask me for updates. I loved entertaining you and being able to help you with my stories but my art was never for you or anyone’s consumption. It was always for me. 
          	
          	Because a writer is someone that has stories inside of them that have to come to the surface. These stories don’t ask to be good. 
          	The art of writing is not optional and it’s not meant to be something people choose to do so that they can gain out of it. It comes out of a necessity to create.
          	And I forgot that.
          	
          	I’m sorry.
          	
          	Just know that I love you 
          	And know that you are loved 
          	
          	And please pray for me! 
          	Bye.
          	
          	
          	
          	~ Vivi 
          	
          	
          	

Jesusprincess16

@lazylifeofme I got you. It has happened to me too. To be honest, I used to read more on Ao3, but it tempted me a lot of times while searching stories. My rec is that you look for christian profiles and check their reading lists. But if you dont want to that is okay. Sometimes is better to put some distance and return to the Lord. 
          	  
          	  About writting take your time too. What I do is that I mostly come to wattpad just to publish things I have been working on Google Docs, and maybe re read one or two things, but if ia tempting you, then dont use it at all for some time. Okay? Thanks for letting us know still 
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TheIndiR0se

Your okay! If you do come back I can’t wait to see you again, if you don’t I hope you get through the problems and find another solution for distraction❤️
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lazylifeofme

I’m taking a break from writing on Wattpad because I have a lot of things going on in my life right now. It’s things that have happened in my family and also personal issues and for the first time this app isn’t helping me cope with it as it usually always did. 
          
          My relationship with Wattpad changed a lot because it just isn’t a safe place for me anymore but rather makes me feel isolated and tempted to fall into sin. 
          I used to write here because it helped me to work through my problems and writing shaped my personality and character in so many ways, but now I’m constantly in a fight with it.
          The stories Wattpad presents aren’t for the art of writing and the sake of the writers anymore but simply for gain and consumption. It grew superficial and just not a good place to be in and that’s why I’m not sure about my future on this app. 
          
          I’m truly sorry for the people who wait and ask me for updates. I loved entertaining you and being able to help you with my stories but my art was never for you or anyone’s consumption. It was always for me. 
          
          Because a writer is someone that has stories inside of them that have to come to the surface. These stories don’t ask to be good. 
          The art of writing is not optional and it’s not meant to be something people choose to do so that they can gain out of it. It comes out of a necessity to create.
          And I forgot that.
          
          I’m sorry.
          
          Just know that I love you 
          And know that you are loved 
          
          And please pray for me! 
          Bye.
          
          
          
          ~ Vivi 
          
          
          

Jesusprincess16

@lazylifeofme I got you. It has happened to me too. To be honest, I used to read more on Ao3, but it tempted me a lot of times while searching stories. My rec is that you look for christian profiles and check their reading lists. But if you dont want to that is okay. Sometimes is better to put some distance and return to the Lord. 
            
            About writting take your time too. What I do is that I mostly come to wattpad just to publish things I have been working on Google Docs, and maybe re read one or two things, but if ia tempting you, then dont use it at all for some time. Okay? Thanks for letting us know still 
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TheIndiR0se

Your okay! If you do come back I can’t wait to see you again, if you don’t I hope you get through the problems and find another solution for distraction❤️
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lazylifeofme

Hey I’m sorry I’m dealing with some personal issues and I have to delete Wattpad for a while. I don’t know when I will be back or if I ever will be back. 
          
          Please take care of yourselves, check up on the people around you and please pray for me.
          
          Thank you <3

TheIndiR0se

Take your time ml
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hkowalska

@lazylifeofme I hope that you will be okay
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lazylifeofme

Sorry I’m not writing rn, life kinda sucks

hinomasp

@lazylifeofme Totally understand! Take care, praying for you!
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Jesusprincess16

@lazylifeofme I got you. FOR MONTHS i had a big hiatus because everything was going bad, mentally, financially, so dont worry take your time. And remember to drink water too!!
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hkowalska

Hi I have an idea if you wnat to use it as Yael is inspiring armies of Israel she can starts by singinng: The Lord is my light whom shall I fear, Stronghold of my life , whom shall I fear , tho the arrows may fly my night and by day, I will not be afraid. '' and then she can give inspire speech after David deafted Goliath

hkowalska

the song Yael could sing ''The Lord is my light, whom shall I fear, Stronghold of my life , whom shall I fear, tho the arrows my fly, by night and by day, I will not be afraid.'' this is correct version.
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hkowalska

to the armies of Israel she can give to courge Israel army.
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hkowalska

when will be the next chapter of the house of david story with Yael?

hkowalska

I cannot wait when Yael and David will join the army
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hkowalska

It's okay take your time.  I love your story very much.!!!
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lazylifeofme

I’m so sorry I’m trying my best to get that chapter done! I’ll have free time tonight and fjnfish it!
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