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HWEHEHEHEEEE ILY BIG BRO <3

:: i omor

I don’t like this. I’m not supposed to be dominant for this long, he’s supposed to share half of the consciousness at least. he’s so quiet I can barely tell if he’s there or not anymore. it’s scaring me. I don’t want to take full control. that would mean that he would stop existing and I’ll get worse. i hate only being able to feel either anger or absolutely nothing. I want to help people but i can’t do that when im losing myself and him. sorry to anyone who reads this, you must be confused. I have some sort of personality disorder (undiagnosed) and i am a part of gus (who im referring to in this message thing.) idk why i felt the need to say all of this here when people have actual problems, and im not supposed to feel anything but i don’t think we’re okay. and it scares me.

ack my cold is getting worse :( woke up extremely congested with a migraine and a sore throat…the universe doesn’t like me very much apparently :,)

hey everyone! :) it feels good to have my own account now lol